Fading Azures

Wala lang.

2007-04-28T20:46:00.000+08:00

I've nothing to say. Haha. Napadaan lang. Ang init. Ayun. Weird pala mag summer class. At ang saya ng mga sunflower sa up. haha...

In full view with nothing to hide
Like a city on a hill we're gonna shine
In the light of Your freedom
Let us praise Him

Fave line ko sa Freedom we Know. Ala lang. hahahaha....

Ang random ko.

Wala na masabi.

Nag uubos lang ng space. hahaha.

Summer

2007-04-07T12:23:00.000+08:00

I've nothing to say. NO updates. Just that I LOVE CAMP! Grabe. Lotsa things happened. Todo ang Worship Night! Kamown.

Ayun. Grabe. Wow, Go Red team!

Hehe... hmm... basta masaya! Ang daming stuff na naremind ako ni God.

We laughed. We cried.(Oo, umiyak ako) We poured our hearts out.

Sabi nga ni ate lila, what happened at camp was just a foretaste of what will come. Can't wait for that day...

Hay....

Went to Subic with my relatives nga pala. ayun. haha...

Lapit na summer class. Shifting. Ayun.

Currently watching anime I borrowed from my cousin. there. That's basically it.

Ayun. Yun lang ang update ko. haha...

~bored

2007-02-11T01:54:00.000+08:00

Eto na naman ako. Walang magawa. haha.... Grabe, sobrang napabayaan ko na ang blog ko. Welsh, whaddup ba sa aking buhay?

Nothing really important. Exams, as usual. Tapos namimiss ko pa rin ang karate. hehe... ano pa ba? ah, up fair na, starting monday. la lang. after wednesday pa ko pwede mag fair dahil may dalawang exam ako. Happy valentines. haha....

Ano pa ba? Ewan, napaka standard ng mga sinusulat ko. Boring. Ah, ayun, di nga pala ako nakapunta sa debut ni jaymie.

Ayun... late reaction pero, ang sakit sa bulsa pag walang unli. -_-;; lakas kumain ng load, pasaway ang globe. Yun lang. Ibalik ang 50/5days! hehe...

Bagong game, Frisbee! Nakakaaliw pala yun. hehe.... la lang.... Laro tayo!

Hmm...Tuwa ako, love ko ang mga ka-LG ko. La lang. hehehe...

Bored talaga ako. grabe. Don't even really know why am still up... ayun... ah at saka, tapos na nga pala rappel. Aw, mamimiss ko ang team.

Basically, that's it. Plesae pray for me, kelangan ko ng tulong sa aking acads. hehe... :p God bless everyone! Gnyt/G'morning! :D

Jeremiah 29:11, NIV
"For surely I know the plans I have for you, says the LORD, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

life goes on...

2007-01-20T23:37:00.000+08:00

hehe... after 300 million years.... grabe. Wala ako masabi. Life's been a blessing. Exciting, tiring pero masaya.

What's been going on nga ba?

Well, here I am... struggling with acads pero I've learned that Academics is our 1st ministry as a student. Kelangan pagbutihin. Hahay. Mahirap, pero kakayanin, thru God's grace.

Days have been spent in school, other than sa acads, talking and growing with friends. Grabe, I soo now totally believe na you learn a lot of things outside of class. God's been teaching me a lot. And hearing people's testimonies, sobrang nakaka encourage.

Ayun. Wow, napaka substantial ng sinulat ko... -_-;;

Wala na ako masabi. Cge, gudnyt na lang. haha... God bless! VICTORIOUS!!!!!! Woot!

Father, thank you for everything. I love You! I ask that You continue to guide me in my walk. It's not about me Lord, it's about you! Whatever your will, wherever you want me, I'm gonna follow! In Jesus Name, Amen!!

Jeremiah 29:11, NIV
"For surely I know the plans I have for you, says the LORD, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

~surrender

2006-12-28T21:14:00.000+08:00

Ok it bothers me that the past two posts are bout my weight issues. -_-;;

I got a book called "Sister Freaks" (Thanks to MY 'rents!)and it kinda woke me up. I read bout a girl(Jaime Haidle) struggling bout her weight and everything... and I realized that I was just like her. I didn't have an eating disorder though but it was sort of an aspect that I was struggling with. Struggling in the sense that I'm having a hard time surrendering this issue completely to God. Hah! One lesson learned. I've got I'm God's 'princess' in my head yet I struggle with this, the irony. Hay. Lord... I surrender this. Everything. I don't wanna think bout my weight even if everyone thinks I'm not fat (well, almost, my brother thinks otherwise and I think my dad thinks I'm chubby but, yeah, most people think I'm normal...)

I feel like I'm obsessed or something. And I want that to stop. SO here I am. This is prolly the last time you're gonna hear the word 'weight' from me. Hah! I am VICTORIOUS! Royal, Holy, Chosen. I am a child of God. I claim that! Woot.

Lord, burn away any desire that is not of You and is of me. I want more of You and less of me. I don't want it to be about me Lord. Empty me and fill me with You. Jesus, Only YOU can truly satisfy. Father, thank you and I love YOU! In Jesus mighty name, Amen!

Jeremiah 29:11, NIV
"For surely I know the plans I have for you, says the LORD, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

~Ehem

2006-12-21T15:25:00.000+08:00

I've barely been here for a week and now I'm back at 110. Almost 111. Gee... What are you people feeding me? Well, it's more like, what have I been stuffing myself with?

List:
SODA! it's killing me, all they drink here is soda. I don't exactly like the water, and the iced teas are literally brewed tea with Ice! Gee.... bland!
Arby's Yummy roast beef sandwich and fries. hehe.
Top of China @_@ Too much, can't. Eat all you can is too muccccch!
Lays Ok, bad habit. I've been munching on these everytime I watch T.V. BAD!! Must stop junk food.
Big Meals Seeing as how my mom, lola and tita handle the meal preps... yeah, I tend to eat a lot. Must control.

Only victory for today:
I didn't buy the tempting Granola bars (Smores and chocolate chips too!) yehey.

I'm prolly not gonna eat dinner tonight. Arby's made me full. And i think it could last me 'til tomorrow. I ditched my cousin's party. Not in the mood to party, too tired, and I don't really know anyone but my cousins, most o' them are younger than me too, altho it ain't that obvious since they all look mature... We went to Walmart and the Dollar Store this morning (round 10, i think). Had lunch at arby's. Got back bout an hour ago.

Am now waiting for people to show up online. They're still asleep, I think. Coz it's just 7 something in the Phils. Haha.

Am bored. No one around. hehehe. Still no gift for people in the Phils. -_-;; What am I supposed to do? I'm moolah-less. T_T

Hay, need to make some cash soon. Hehehe... I'm prolly gonna go shop for gifts in Illinois. :D Well, guess that's a bout it.

Goodmorning to y'all in the Phils! And Good afternoon to the peepz here!

COLD.... brrr.....

2006-12-16T19:15:00.000+08:00

Trip
It made me fat. I mean, c'mon!, you sit for almost 9 hours straight with nothing to do but eat. -__-;;
But oh well, it was fun. And we stopped by Japan, although, I wasn't able to get anything! Wah. too bad.

Cold
It's cold, and yet no snow in sight. *rawr*
Yeah, it melted before we came coz it rained. *snarl*
hahaha.... oh well, too bad. It's gonna snow again in the next few days anyway.

Jetlag
It sucks.

Christian Stuff
People here are so lucky or should I say blessed. They have Christian books all over the place. And radio stations. If it were only like that in the Philippines, I'd be soooo happy!
But I'm very very thankful that we have freedom when it comes to that stuff(although we have sort of limited resources, or maybe I just wasn't able to explore much), I can't imagine hiding around just to read my Bible and pray. So yeah, Lord, Thank you.

Weight Loss
Weird, my mom tells me that I've grown much thinner and it's too thin! What the? I mean, I haven't been starving myself, I eat like I always do. What's up with that?? Last time I checked in the Philippines, I was 109 or 110. Now, I measured myself here and I'm at 105 or 106. It's crazy. Is there some sort of difference in gravitational attraction here and there? I don't see much of a diff in my over-all appearance. Suck-y. And now they're trying to "fatten" me up. Yuck. Sounds like a pig getting ready to be roasted. EEk. Save me!

Guess that's it for now. Please pray that I can come back normal, I don't want to go home bulging and as round as a snowman.

Jeremiah 29:11-13
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.

~huwaw! induction na!

2006-12-09T06:53:00.000+08:00

Lipat Cell
Just last Wednesday Ate Gavs made me part of her cell group. She had planned for Liv to be my cell leader but since we've had trouble with getting a group started, she took me in na lang. It was fun, having Zoe, Ate Joy, Hazel and Liv for cellmates...

Sunog
For the past two weeks, we've been learning to swim for basic life saving for our cwts class... eek... and yeah, I am now charred. -__-;; Gee... but it was fun, altho I had to go through all the trouble of buying a decent swimsuit bcoz the one I bought from last year was small (vertically!! sorry needed to emphasize that point).

Math 54 First Exam
Had my exam in math 54 last thursday. Brain bleed! I stayed up 'til three in the morning just to study for that... hayhay... Lord I lift it up to you...
After the exam, I hung out at the tambayan (as usual! I'm there almost everyday).
The triumvirate(Me, Anjo and Stevie) had small talk. Tapos Anjo had to go to class. Stevie and I got to talking with Kuya David, went to Ilang for isaw. All I can say is "asteeg!". I learned a lot from that talk. Ang cool talaga. haha....

Camping with the Team
I missed camping with the team. I just couldn't afford to go to Makiling at this time, I've a lot of exams coming up... so I'm gonna go january... team-less...
G'luck team marix! You can do it!

Tired
I've been tired a lot lately, guess the puyat and all the ka-pasawayan's getting to me. I plan to be very good na. Altho next week's going to be a bit hectic, as I was saying earlier, I've 2 exams kasi. Supposedly 3 but they moved one to January (Thank you Lord!)... ayun, so I'm gonna start studying after tonight... but first...

INDUCTION!
Yehey! We're going to be inducted na! Woohoo... la lang, 'tis really exciting... even if the dress code is smart casual and I've nothing to wear as of this morning... Gonna go shop at SM today... hopefully find a decent dress or something. I don't do slacks kasi... kaya... dress.... I just hope na I'm not overdressed or something... I just don't want to feel out of place! *rawr*

So that's basically everything...

Lord, thank you for your blessings, guidance and wisdom. I love you Lord. I lift everything up to you. Let thy will be done. In Jesus name, Amen!

Jeremiah 29:11-13

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.

Don't Worry

2006-11-29T21:01:00.000+08:00

Do Not Worry
25"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? 26Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?

28"And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? 31So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' 32For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

Matthew 6:25-34

>> This is the passage that God's been showing(For real! I encountered this verse around 3-4 times in the last 2 days on different occasions) me the past few days.... hay, it's been so comforting...
I have been worrisome for awhile now... I guess it's the pressure and my unbalanced schedule.
I worry about how I'm to balance my study schedule for my coming exams, org activities and all that side stuff. With all that in mind, I seem to have become incapacitated. I feel like I'm on some sort of cloud, I just go to school, get home, go online and sleep, then the routine starts all over again.
But I believe that this is just the work of the enemy, trying to steal my joy. So I hold on to God's promise and I know in my heart that I am already Victorious through God! All I hafta do is have faith in Him!

Ayun, so nuff bout sad stuff... kwentong victory weekend naman! Woot!

1st Day ng Victory Weekend(November 18)
It was great. I got to understand a lot of things. It was more of a reaffirmation for me. Nothing to tell really, just that I felt so blessed.

2nd Day ng Victory Weekend(November 19)
I got water baptized!! And sort of reaffirmation din ng baptism sa holy spirit. Sobra sobrang joy! I don't understand and can't explain but basta, ayun na yun.
After noon, umattend kami ng 5 oclock Sunday Service. Ang lamig. Yun lang. haha...
(Everytime iniisip ko ang VW, ang sarap at saya ng feeling... Spiritual high! SObra!)

Ayun, that's it. Haha... Wala akong masabi pag iniisip ko. It's an encounter that I view na mas maiintindihan pag naexperience mo talaga. hehe.... Love you Lord!!! (See even my worries, nag fefade everytime I think of VW!) *happy mode*

Shuckz, I feel like words are inadequate. hehe... basta masaya... and that's putting it mildly!

Hehehe... ayun basta, my prayer na lang is:

Lord, Thank you for your Love! Please forgive me for my sins. Father I ask that you help me overcome my fears and worries. I know that you know what is best for me and that I only need to hold on to your promises and keep the faith. Lord, I surrender everything to you. My worries, my future. I love you Lord. Fill me with your Spirit. Thank you!!! In Jesus Mighty name, AMEN!!!!!

Jeremiah 29:11-13

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.

~hmm...

2006-11-11T21:42:00.000+08:00

Hehe... just bought school stuff today. hay, if only I could drive na talaga... I mean, I can and I have a license na but I'm still not very good at it. Need to practice more, hayhay....

I'm excited. I don't understand... one minute I'm hell scared then I'm all excited with the idea of studying again... especially ES1! I somehow feel that it's one step closer to being an engineer, bcoz I get to do drafting... Wai.... what's wrong with me! hahaha...

What else? Ah yes! I'm going to Victory Weekend next week! woohoo! Wala lang... hehe...

wala ko makwento...hay... hahaha.... I've nothing much in my head right now. Just a blank, prolly coz I'm sleepy. ahehehe....

well I need to get to bed. I am tired... I wanna go shopping tomorrow though.. wah, I think I've been infected by my shopaholic sister. wah. hahaha...

Nytie, thanks for taking the time to read. hahaha....

Jeremiah 29:11-13

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.

another sem, another challenge

2006-11-08T20:10:00.000+08:00

Ah yes, second sem's here. Another challenge. Hay. I'm a bit anxious about my subjects. And my mind is not at peace, coz I lack one more GE. hay.

I'm tired, tired of running around UP just to get one subject. It feels so unattainable. But I know that it's only a test of patience. A test of faith and I plan to pass this test. I just hafta believe and hold on to God's promise, that he will provide and He will do what is best for me.

I can make it by faith and God's grace. My only prayer now is for God to continue to guide me and help me in the coming days, weeks and months.

Father, thank you for everything you've done for me. I ask that you guide me this coming sem. I put my faith in you Father, and I know by your grace I will be able to do well and pass everything. Love you Lord. Let your ultimate will be done. Thank you. In Jesus mighty name, Amen!!

Life Verse:
Jeremiah 29:11-13

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.

~I passed!

2006-10-31T23:22:00.000+08:00

Yeah! Thank you Lord! I passed Math 53!! Woohoo...

I haven't been able to post the past few weeks... not really busy... just lazy.

Well, sembreak's almost done... I've had 4 driving lessons so far and it's alright. I guess I won't be driving at the start of the sem, well not yet, I think... I need to practice a bit more. Especially with the gas pedal and steering wheel(that's what my instructor told me eh...says I'm too afraid to step on the gas pedal...haha...)

Sembreak stuff: nothing special. Well except for dani's debut, not much action. Just computer, tv and sleep all day. Altho today's abit um... fun-er(?), had driving lessons in the morning, went to get my class cards, then met up with Jane, kuya jer and Lo mik. Hung out. Fun fun. Love talking to them. Kuya jer had us answer a funny survey. haha...

Details on Dani's debut: Went to Janey's house with lo mik and bry in the afternoon to finish dani's gift. Kuya oa and Lo bugs followed.
Opcorz met up with the other peepz, altho... me,Jane, Kuya Oa, Lo mik, Lo bugs and Brykumz got isolated to a far table. But it was fun anyhow... hehe... I love those crazy people. And kuya edpat, nahnah and ching visited us some... haha...

After the debut: the kumags(kuya oa, lo mik and bry) + ron, felix and albeen slept over at my house (as usual....), Didn't bond with them much coz I had to sleep early... was getting sick kasi... so yeah... sleep mode. Ayun, they left in the morning. Well that's about it...

God has blessed me so much this sem, my grades are ok. No failed stuff, I'm abit anxious about next sem though. Majors galore. woohoo. But I know and I claim it, by faith and God's grace I will manage and pass my subjects next sem! woohoo.

Proverbs 3:5-6
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths."

Jeremiah 29:11-13

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.

Sembreak~

2006-10-15T16:48:00.000+08:00

Hay! Sembreak na... almost a week na ata... pero siyempre di pa ko completely sembreak mode! Finals ko pa kasi sa math sa tuesday... basta ang prayer ko ngayon, Let God's will be done. I'm just going to do the best I can... I feel guilty though... kasi I should have studied the past few days pero dahil ako ay dakilang pasaway, ngayon lang ako seryosong nag-aral! Kamusta naman yun, I've only 2 days(halos 1 na lang kasi Sunday is almost over) para mag studay talaga.... hay.... Oh well, no use crying over spilled milk...

CRS news... wala lang, nakuha ko lahat nung majors kaso naman, walang sched na nakalagay dahil may glitch uyng system or something...basta screwed yung CRS, haha... eh kailangan ko pa ng 1 GE (di ako nag enlist ng GE kasi priority ko yung majors...) ayun... that's about it.

Other news... hmm... hindi pa rin ako bumabalik ng karate... >.< Di pa ko pede bumalik until matuto akong magdrive as in yung seryosong drive. hay... nalulungkot ako...

Cell group... ayun mga 1 month na yata ako di nakakaattend ng cell... hay...na stop tuloy ang one to one ko. Sad... I hope makabalik ako pagkatapos ng lahat ng gagawin... Hindi rin ako nakattenc kahapon... hay...

Ayun, yun na muna siguro. Basta! By faith and God's grace! Ipapasa ko ang math 53!

Shockz!

2006-10-01T16:24:00.000+08:00

Kamusta naman yun?! 3 million years na pala ako hindi nag uupdate ng blog... ano na nga ba ang nangyayari sa akin ngayon? hmm...

Well, hectic. Dami papers and exams eh, tapos patapos na ang sem.... kaya ayun... what else? Hmm... unfortunately, nahinto ako sa karate, dahil may sakit ako for almost 2 months, pabalik balik ang "influenza" more commonly known as trangkaso/flu.

naiiyak na ako... dilaw pa rin ako, at orange na ang mga kasamahan ko... hay... Sembreak pa ako pwede bumalik ng karate and it's not sure pa....

Hay... usapang Math, ayan pumapasa pa... hehe... thank you kay Lord kasi binibless nya ako at pinapasa.

CWTS-1 Rappel... Tapos na, mga 2-3weeks ang nakakaraan, pasado ko, (thanks sa J.I. naming si ate marix!), namimis ko rin yung kakulitan ng "team marix", masaya kasma mga tao dun eh.... buti na lang next sem itratry namin na magkakasama pa rin kami sa team! (Yeah guys! Sama sama tayo, lang iwanan ha! hahaha...)

Org stuff naman, ayun, tapos na ang Talent's Night namin sa VCM, at ako ang dakilang walang kwenta. Wala na naman akong nagawa para sa mga co-apps ko... kamusta namn yun?!(Xenxa na mga dear co-apps...)

HOUSE M.D., Wah, asteeg na show! Yeah, nakkaaliw parang CSI kaso eto puro Medical at saka (usuually) buhay yung mga tao... haha...

Ayun... yun lang naman ang mga pangyayari sa layp na ito.

Cge, busy busyhan muna. Salamat sa pagbasa! Ciao!

~black and blue

2006-08-20T22:23:00.000+08:00

Karate
hahaha.. i feel like a banana, all black and blue.... hahaha... I got bruises on my right hip, both legs and right arm. So much pain yet soo fun! I love karate! hahaha... We were doing our kata application and it's sooo hard to sweep people so much bigger tapos they're exerting force din trying not to fall... thus the bruise on the hip, tapos the one on the arm was because I sort of forgot to twist my arm when I was blocking a punch, *painful* the ones on the legs were because of some kicks and sweeps... other than the bruises, add the ever so painful kiba dachi... ack, but i think i'm doing a better job now, pero I still suck.... hahaha.... pero karate is fun, i might sound masochistic or something pero I really like the pain, it makes me feel I'm doing something worthwhile.... hehe.... what else? ah, other than that, I hafta apologize to nahnah, (NAHNAH!! Sowee, sabi sau sabog aim ko eh...) I kind of kicked her behind several times coz I had a bad aim... thankfully my kicks weren't really strong yet... so... yeah... hehe.... so other than karate what else?

Math 53
I passed my third exam in Math! Thank you Lord!!! I've another exam on tuesday, and I'm praying for God's gudiance and wisdom. I know He will be there. Let His will be done.

Friends
Went to kisay with dani last wednesday, we just hung out. We were a bit stressed bcoz of school work kaya we decided to have fun. We realized na ang dami na plang new teachers, ang dami na naming di kilala.... @-)

Friday, I met kuya oa before my karate bcoz he was being weird, tapos after karate, Nahnah and I did our usual Friday night routine, went to SM. Altho, Kuya Oa went along with us. Again he was being weird. Still dunno what's up with him.

Church
I wasn't able to attend youth yesterday, actually I was planning on attending, eh since I didn't have small group and one to one (di available si marlo) di na lang ako tumuloy.

Went to church ngayong Sunday with my family, ate at pancake house. Ayun...

Shopping
Went shopping last thursday, after ng acle at pag tambay sa org. Met up with my family and it ended up in an impromptu shopping thing.... yehey! I finally got 2 new jeans and 3 new tops. Haha... got home late...

~moviemovie

2006-08-07T19:03:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY
Had karate, hehe... fun fun fun! Kahit na I feel like yung hamstrings ko na strain dahil puro footwork... love it pa rin! Afte karate, nag soymilk kami ni nahnah sa SM... walked around the block and had dinner sa EL Pollo Loco... ginabi kami to say the least.... hehehe.... Belated Happy birthday kay kuya OA!

SATURDAY
"Reunion" ng 05, we were supposed to meet at 7:45 sa mcdo carpark. Walang nagising. Ended up going there at around 9:30. hehe... kami pa lang ni nahnah yun at si lo miki, nauna sya eh... aga. hehe...

Had lunch at El Pollo Loco ulit... kasi yun lang wala maxadong tao.. hehe....

Humabol si kuya Oa at nanglibre dahil bday niya nga nung friday! hehe... Ice monsters... *Tenchu kuya!* Well, eventually, nawala na ang mga tao, at kami lang ni kuya yung naiwan... ayun bonding at sharing sharing... kadramahan etc. hehe.... We walked around the block din, dun nabuo ang plano na manood ng movie... hehe... and ayun dahil may pasok pa siya ng 3 we parted ways at around 2. Ang plan kasi nood kami that night(afte class niya, ako galing church) kaso, tinamad na kami, so we made it Sunday afternoon. hehe...

Got to church a bit early, ayun had one to one with marlo and cell group! Dahil tatlo na kami, hazel, marlo at ako. Yehey! Went home. Inabot ako ng 1 hour sa bus. ack.

SUNDAY
Hmm... watched a movie with Kuya Oa and nahnah. Bitin! Asar tlga... nabitin ako sa pirates...

We watched it sa "The Block".... it was fun hanging out with them. nakakamiss tlga....

Ayun, after the movie, we had our picture taken... Ang lakas pala ni kuya, kinaya niya kami buhatin... @_@ *Kuya, thank goodness di nabali likod mo!*

While waiting for our pic, we walked around the block looking for a place to eat... seeing as puro puno at puro mahal ang kainan dun, we opted to go to Yoshinoya.

It was weird kasi on our way papuntang main, may tumawag sa akin... Classmate ko nung grade 3. Amazing. Hehe... Can't believe nakilala pa rin ako....

Ang masama biglang nag disappear yung dalawa. Pasaway. Pero nag-hi hello lang naman, tapos I said I had to go.

Ayun, nahanap ko na yung dalawa, tas kumain na kami.... ayeekee share sila... hehehe...

So after dinner, got our pics and went home. Actually, ayaw pa namin umuwi ni nahnah, kaso late na eh... kaya ayun... no choice saka ang dami kasing tao... @_@

matagal din...

2006-08-02T18:20:00.000+08:00

Hmm... quite happy, passed my second long exam a few weeks back. Still love karate. I've nothing to say...

I am now officially an applicant of VCM aka ENCM aka YOF. Had apps orientation at around after lunch but before that, I had to do aussie style rappel and the ropesmanship thing. It's tiring...

I feel bad coz I didn't get to attend the youth service last saturday... I did go to Sunday service with my family on Sunday... but still... I like youth... hehe....

Had another overnighter after nahnah's debut, fun fun fun.... hehe... brykumz was teaching us how to do headstands and stuff like that. *Master! Ang lufet nya!*

The "BORDERS" were here, as usual... hehe... although we had a guest... Ron couldn't go home coz it was too late. Janey and Ron seemed to jive. hehe... *ehemjaneehem* Kuya Marlo was supposed to sleep over din, kaso his folks didn't allow him eh.

Hmm... at nahnah's debut, it was the first time I saw my friends drink, well some of 'em at least. I might seem KJ or whatever, but still... I don't like it. Kuya Oa drank some but not enough to get him drunk/wuzzy. I kind of told him off.
Brykumz was late again, he came at around 10 coz he had a class. Oh, on the way to the debut, we got lost nga pala.... haha... fairview is a very large place. (*Thanks to my folks nga pala for taking me and some of my friends there.) haha...

Centy kidded me about drinking some, pero I think I glared at him or something... hehe... *peace Centy, didn't really mean to scare you off.* Umm.. what else? It was raining. hehe... Ah, yeah, Lo miki and Janey sang the Phantom of the Opera by request. hehe... hm... Ching came down from the mountain. Her boyfriend Aaron came with her. Well, that's about it.

Overnight was good. No revelations, hehe... I think I'd want to not see them for awhile, maybe the next overnight would produce a good sincere talk. hehe... kidding.

Karate! Of course, I still love karate. hehe... Still a yellow belter, coz I only do 2 sessions a week. Sad. But my sched won't permit adding more(or rather my parents...). Hm... I guess that's it. Wah, I wish friday na. hehe...

Thanks for reading. Ciao. :D

One way
Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for
One Way
Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for

Ok...

2006-07-19T22:02:00.000+08:00

I dunno, I suddenly felt like being quiet tonight. I feel like something's off. Weird.
Well, I guess, I'll just relate today's events since nothing's been up the past few days...

Today's been an ok day. Had rappelling today, got a hundred on the 5 second tie your sling practicum thing. Day's good. Weather ain't that bad.

After rappelling, I ate lunch at Eng'g. Tambay for awhile sa crest kasama si Aireen, Angelo, Jerome at Erixon. At around 1:40, umalis kaming Crest. Si Aireen at Angelo, may class sa physics, si Erixon umuwi, at kami ni Jerome pumunta ng Film Institue.

We had to watch "Pagdating sa Dulo", required for our Panpil subjects (12 for me, 19 for jerome), an old black and white film. Argh, I didn't know it was...very... umm... eek. Basta. Although I covered my eyes and hid from the uncomfortable scenes, I just don't feel right watching films with that kind of thing. Ayun.

After that, I walked papuntang check point, kasi I felt like di ako makakasakay ng jeep dun sa may eng'g. Met a few people on my way there at kasabay ko sila sa jeep papuntang SM.

Finally got to SM, went to the fx line. Saw Natnat, and we talked a bit kasi matagal ko siya di nakausap. Went home.

And here I am now. Hmm... Still not over the weird feeling. Hay. Ewan, bahala na bukas. I forgot, I have an exam in Marine Science nga pala... tsk. Gotta study early tomorrow. Guess that's it for now. Ciao.

Daming ginawa...woosh...

2006-07-16T00:39:00.000+08:00

Hay layp... kakapagod, pero bat kaya gising pa ako? hehe...

Friday:
Xempre karate! Yehey! hehe... Sarap talga, altho alam kong mahina pa ako at napakakonti pa ng nalalaman ko... natutuwa pa rin ako. hehe... Congrats nga pala kay Kuya Gelo at Kuya Roge(sp??)! Dilaw na rin kayo! Yehey! Tatlo na tayong magdudusa sa kiba dachi! Hehe... adeek kau! 5 times a week! hehehe.... ayun...

Ano ba nangyari kahapon (July 15, 2006)...

Well, went to school para mag exam sa math... Thankfully, nakasagot naman... sana lang tama...hehe... (God willing, sana pumasa!) After that, I went to SM to eat lunch...

Ayun, after a quick lunch, I rushed off to vcf-galleria para sa youth service.
I liked the sermon kanina, it said na no matter what we've done, or who we are as long as we love God ay He will enable us to do great things.
Hmm... I wonder, when will my time come for that kaya? I don't mean yung tipo na iniisip ng tao na I'll be great sa mundo na toh, I want to be great for God, for His kingdom, yung hindi namemeasure ng tao bcoz I did this charitable thing or whatever. I want to do something great for the glory of God's kingdom.

ayun...so after youth, one to one naman kami ni Marlo... It was nice talking to her din about random stuff after nung one to one....

After that, went to SM North, met up with my mom tapos hinatid niya ako sa Pilo. Dahil debut nung elem friend ko... (Belated Happy Bday Chacha!(July 13).
Ayun, had fun catching up with my elementary friends na nandun. I missed them, mga 1 year ko na rin sila di nakita eh... Then, went home... buti andyan si daddy kaya nasundo nila(mommy and daddy) ako.... hehe...

Done! hehe... ayun lang naman nangyari sa akin today... well... off to lalaland na ako... G'night! este G'morning pala! hehe....

Lord, thank you for your guidance and protection. Forgive me for my sins Father. I know that you made me for great things, and I want to be able to do your will. Give me the wisdom and strength Lord. Help me Lord, bless me. I pray Lord that I continue to grow in You. Protect me and my family, cover us with your blood. Thank you again father. Love you Lord! I give you back all the praise and all the glory. In Jesus name, Amen!

Hmm...

2006-07-11T21:07:00.000+08:00

Exams exams exams... dami kong exams the next few days... pati reports and all that jazz (ngak! kumanta daw! haha...)...

hay... bagsak na naman ako ng 1st exam sa math... @_@ nakakalungkot... pero kelangan bumawi... hindi lang kelangan, babawi talga ako! Ayoko na mag drop ulit... argh....

So enough about the sad things... ang galing ng Kilyawan!! Wow! I want their cd...
hehe... Nakakatuwa kasi nagka overnight na naman... after nung concert dinrop off kami ng parents ni lo miki dito sa house... (nauna si bryan dito sa bahay, di kasi sya nakapunta sa concert pero sigurado nya na kasama siya sa overnight! haha...)

It was a lil odd though, kasi wala masyadong "revelations"... then again, kahit meron, eh sa amin na lang yun... hehe... labshu cholmatez.... :D

Hmm... kwentong overnight... ano nga ba? Inaapi nila(the guys) ako... buti pa si jane hindi... ano bang mali sa pag picture sa sarili? Bakit ayaw nila maniwala na I take pictures of my self for my own satisfaction... di ko naman pinapakita sa mga tao yung pics ko ah, except yung sa avatars ko... hehe....

Ayun, no pa ba? Kalbo na si brykumz... bagay ni kuya oa bago niyang haircut... si lo miki nagpahaba na naman ng buhok... si janey, ganun pa rin naman... altho may sakit siya ngayon...(get well soon janey!) :(

Hay, thinking about it... mamimiss ko na naman yung 3 kumag... (Alangan naman mamiss ko si jane, eh araw araw ko siya halos kasama...haha...) Ayun... ang layo na ng narating nila... si lo miki puntang China para sa concert ng Kilyawan... si brykumz humahataw sa indayog... si kuya oa ok naman, busy sa lovelife...hehe... joke!

(Sa 3 kumag:)
Kumag kayo! Ngayon pa lang miss ko na kayo! hehe.... Love you guyz! God bless! Mwah! Ingat!

Ayon...
Yun lang naman....
God bless sa lahat! Ingat!

Lord, thank you for everything... I ask for your protection... cover us with your blood. Lord guide niyo po ako and ang aking friends and family. Thank you. Love you Lord! In Jesus mighty name, Amen!

weirdness

2006-06-30T22:22:00.000+08:00

Ewan, nafeel ko lang magpost ng nonsense! hehe...

Hmm... sadness kasi di ako nakapagkarate kanina... bukas na lang or sa sunday. Hay... friday na nga lang eh! Bakit di pa ako natuloy? huhuhu.... *snarl* Nahihirapan ako sa kiba dachi, pero I'm getting there (I hope...) Miss ko na ang karate... hay isang linggo na rin... bukas talaga... kelangan pa ata ng jumping rope, ano kaya balak nila sir? (nako, wag naman sana isang libong jumps...ackness...)

Weirdness, ewan ko nga ba... basta weird! Hindi lang siguro ako sanay... @_@
Ano nga ba dapat? hmm...

Ah, nga pala, kwento ako ng school stuff...

Well, ok naman... Ang bilis ng math namin... pero ok lang... nakapag 1st long exam na agad kami! T_T At di maganda ang pakiramdam ko sa exam na yun...

Masarap magrappelling! Pero bagsak ako ng 5 points sa first practical! wah... ang hirap kasi ng pipe to pipe eh... wah.

Well, okay na naman... medyo nasasanay na ako sa pattern ng aking school layp...

Ayaw ako pag aralin ni daddy sa driving school hanggat di ko napupull up ang grades ko sa math...

hay, ibig sabihin talaga kelangan ko mag-aral ng mabuti... nerd mode na nga ata dapat...

hay hay... pero thinking about it... dati iniisip ko, ayoko sa math... pero ngayon parang di ko ma-imagine na walang math... kahit pa sabihing nahihirapan ako... parang feeling ko nakakabobo pag walang math... @_@

Masaya nga pala ang marine science... di ko maintindihan, bakit yung courses na pang Undergrad na gusto ko talaga wala sa UP? hay...

Ano pa ba? hmm... okei naman yung pan pil, medyo nakakaantok ang soc sci 2 (7 ba naman kasi ng umaga!)...

Ano pa nga ba? Non acad naman... well, iniisip ko, bakit plano kami ng palno mag attend ng youth service pero laging di natutuloy? is that the work of the Devil? ayaw kami mag grow? ack, gusto ko talaga mag youth... hay... Naisip ko rin, siguro pag graduate ko (Kelan pa kaya yun?) papasok ako ng ENLI, parang maganda kasi eh... well, as for now, hanap muna ako ng leader sa cell group at one to one.... hehe...

hay ayun, yun na muna... kelangan ko pa aralin yung freedom of a Christian ni Martin Luther, report kasi eh.... hehe....

Weee....

2006-06-16T21:38:00.000+08:00

Prerog
Mahirap mag prerog, buti na lang at blessed ako nakakuha na ako ng 2 GE! Isa na lang ang kailangan ko! Yehey! Nakakapagod pala maghabol ng subjects!

First 2 Sessions bilang DILAW!
Wee... ang sarap mag karate! hehe... ewan ko ba... :D
Ang sakit pala ng kiba dachi! Pero magagawa ko rin sya! I pramis!

Lifestyle change
Kelangan ko na talaga mag change. Seryos na talaga toh. And I promise na kelangan ko makakuha ng mataas na grade sa first exam sa math! Di lang yon, kelangan makakuha ako ng mataas sa 53 at sa lahat ng gagawin ko! I hafta start doing the best I can. Not just because I hafta din pla, but I want to!

Lord, Thank you for this day! Forgive me for my sins. I know I've been a mediocre creature but I want to change that. I want to be the best I can Lord, I lift my life up to you. Use me to do your will. I want to give the very best that I can for You, God. I give you back all the praise and the glory! In Jesus Name, Amen!

Ayun lang... salamat sa pagbasa! hehe... Goodnight sa lahat!

Update

2006-06-12T14:18:00.000+08:00

Nyahaha.... ang tagal ko nawala pero.... eto ako ngayon! Ang saya ko!!!!!

Pasado ako ng karate exam! Yehey! Yellow na ako! Wahaha.....

Congratz nga pala sa aking mga friends din na pumasa!

Saya! WEeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....

Okay, nuff na... adik na ko sobra...

Ibang bagay naman... hmm...

Enrollment...

Di pa ako nag eenrol! Kasi naubusan ako ng subjects so... prerog ako ngayon... 3 pa kailangan ko...huhuhu... pero okei lang naman... at least tatlo lang... si lolo bugs 5 pa kailangan niya eh! hahaha.....

Karate ulit!!!!!!!!! weeeeeee.... Hehe.... sorry, di ko talaga mapigil kasi wala naman makikinig sa akin so dito ko nilalabas ang excitement ko, kahit na medyo disappointed ako sa sarili ko nung exam kasi nakalimutan ko mag "Kiai!" meaning shout... huhu... inaapi tuloy ako ni Sir Sandy ... tsk tsk...

Ang sabi sa aking exam, kelangan ko daw ayusin yung stance ko... Lower stance dapat at point my feet forward habang naka "Zenkutsu Dachi" aka Forward Stance...

Buti pa si nahnah, ang comment lang sa kanya... STRONGER! Ibig sabihin ang ganda na ng stance niya... magagawa ko rin yan! hehehe.....

Ayun... so tapos na muna ang usapang karate...

Ibang storya naman...

Pasukan na bukas... at di ako excited. Ewan ko nga ba, dapat excited ako pero hindi ko makuhang matuwa na tapos na ang bakasyon... ibig sabihin balik aral na naman... hay.... pero kelangan ko mag aral! Kelangan ko galingan... kelangan ko i-redeem ang sarili ko... The past school year was horrible. I was so lazy, I didn't even study tapos ang papers ko minamarathon ko lang the night before ng pasahan... I need to discipline myself.

So... I'm going to muster all the resolve I can get. Ang masaya lang siguro talaga ako ay dun sa rappelling...hehe.... nstp kasi yun... Wala na naman nga pala akong PE. Unfortunately, naubusan ako. hayhayhay...

Dear Lord, Thank you for everything that's happened these past 2 months. Help me Lord as I go back to school tomorrow. Guide me Father. I dunno what you've exactly planned for my life but I thank you. And Let your will be done. I love you Lord, thank you for the forgiveness of my sins. I give you back all the praise and the glory! In Jesus name, Amen!

dahil sa sinabihan ako...

2006-05-25T14:46:00.000+08:00

Dahil sa sinabihan ng kapatid kong napaka ganda na mag update daw ako, edi nandito ako ngayon...nyahaha...

masaya naman ang buhay...

karate pa rin... as usual...

other than that debut ni mengy sa sunday( sa friday bday niya pero yung party thing ay sa sunday)

at ang problema ko ay...

Wala pa akong damit! Bakit ba ang hilig hilig kasi nila sa smart casual na outfit?

Ano ba kasi talaga ibig sabihin noon??

wahaha...

Bakit kelangan skirt o dress?

Hay layp... sa lahat ata ng kaibigan ko ako lang ang hindi nag debut...

which is good naman para sa akin, seeing as how my fone ako na bago... nyahaha..

at di ko kinailangan mag dress... (Blech...) Kaso nga lang, di nga ako nagdress para sa debut ko, nag dress pa rin naman ako para sa mga debut nila! How very happy.. *snarl*

Jowk lang yun.. hehe... It's an honor for me na mainvite sa kanilang mga special day...

Hmm... ano pa nga ba?

Advance happy bday kay MENG at LO BUGS! Tomorrow kasi bday nila... hehe....

Ano pa ba? Ah before ng debut may general practice ng karate! Wahaha... muntik na ako ipatest ni sir sa sunday para sa yellow... buti na lang wala pa ako ng 24 sessions... yoko pa mag yellow belt eh.. (as if papasa ako! wahaha....)

Ano ba ba? ay bumili ako ng crunch ball! hehe... nakow, napapansin kong nagiging health nut yata ako... (Health nut na matakaw!)

Wrist and ankles weights ang sunod ko na target! Pati exercise mat, pinag iisipan ko kung yoga mat or yung exercise mat na may foam yung bibilhin ko eh... hmm...*isip*

Ah medyo napapadalas din ako sa forums ng quesci lately...

Sali na mga xientian! Eto link: XIENTIA

Ayun... yun muna... la na ako masabi... haha... Ciao!

Kata! Taikioku Shodan! Wahaha... adik ako...

God bless y'all! Tc!

~Weeeeeeeeeeee....

2006-05-18T20:24:00.000+08:00

Ang busy busy ng buhay...

Karate

Karate ulit

hehe...

Nung monday nag dinner kami sa harbor view, masarap naman ung food.

Asar lang kasi bigla lang nila ako tinext na aalis pala after karate.

Sakit kaya non sa bones ko, pero enjoy kasi kasama sila Lola at Tita Dats.

hehe...

Hay tuesday bili sa St. Francis ng clothes, kaso la naman ako sa mood kasi masakit nga katawan ko, pero nakabili pa rin naman mga 4 tops.

Wednesday, karate ulit, tas karate... haha...

Muntik na rin manood ng MI 3 sa sine. Nagrereklamo nga ako kasi surprise na naman, dahil after karate lang din cnabi sa akin. Hnde naman cla mahilig sa impulsive na lakad noh?

Haha.

Ayun. Ganda nga pala ng greenbelt, kaso ang MAHALLLLLL!
Ayoko na bumalik dun dahil sobrang mahal.
Pero in fairness ok yung sinehan, maganda actually... hehe...
Nanood kami ng aking sibs ng Poseidon, I think better yung Poseidon kesa dun sa lumang Poseidon Adventure. Hehe...

Hmm...
What else?
Ah! Mall of Asia! Wah, gusto ko dun! Imax! Imax!

Haha...

Nagpunta kami dun bago pumuntang greenbelt, of course sarado pa siya pero tiningnan lang namin yung place, ok din yung sa tabi nung bay eh. hehe....

Ayun... yun lang...

Nasabi ko bang busy din ako sa karate?

Hahaha...

I love karate! Wata. Adik na nga ata ako.

yun muna.

G'nyt peepz!

God

2006-05-12T11:27:00.000+08:00

I dunno what's wrong with me... I feel so bad coz I tend to blow a fuse so easily.

So I apologize to those who have become victim to my short temper.

Am I insecure?

Sometimes yes, admittedly. I have a problem with my contentment

But why?

I dunno really, maybe bcoz I don't know what my parents want from me.

One moment they treat me like I hafta be all grown up and responsible then another second they treat me like I am a little kid.

Second, I tend to be pessimistic and I have a negative self image.

And last is probably bcoz I'm a teenager going thru the process of change. Add it all together And voila! What do you get? An Insecure and very short tempered teenager.

But, maybe there is one thing that's keeping me grounded...

Well not really one thing but someone...

GOD

Yep, thankfully enough He's there. Even in my most insecure times, I know perfectly well that in God's hands I am secure. And that He has great plans for my life.

I'm in constant warfare with my feelings, but as they say, faith in God is not about how you feel, but it is the fact that you know in your heart and mind that He's going to be there even when you're really depressed. Holding on to God's word, grace and promise as my weapon, I am secure.

Why? Maybe bcoz I know for a fact that even if I feel like I'm the greatest screw up in the planet, He's just there for me. Forgiving me. Helping me get up.

One would wonder how anyone could just not believe that a SUPREME Being exists.

It's so much harder to make yourself deny the existence of one such deity, than to have an ounce of faith in who He is.

I love my family, it's a well known and given fact. But we are people, we have differences and sometimes they could still drive me nuts.

I thank Him for being there and that even if sometimes my qualms are so petty He's still there to listen.

So I'm very grateful that I have GOD to be there whenever, whatever the situation.
------
Okay, wow... I suddenly felt better after writing that...

Hehe... God is sooo good to me...

"And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for you- for my strength is made perfect in weakness."
2 Corinthians 12:9

~ehem~

2006-05-05T20:31:00.000+08:00

Wala lang.

Gusto ko na bumalik sa karate. Hay buhay.

Got my hair relaxed the other day.

Di pa rin ako nakakapag aral mag drive this week.

Everyone's been really busy dahil sa convention nila mommy.

Hay layp.

I'm bored sobra. hay.

Ayun. Update daw eh.

Xenxa kung walang matinong sasabihin. Haha.

Sobrang uneventful ng week na toh.

Grabeh.

Gudnyt na muna sa lahat. =)

~Finally~

2006-04-27T16:01:00.000+08:00

Hehe... I finally got my student permit! Yehey! I've got a year to learn how to drive! Weee....

Before anything else... BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY (SISTER)GANDA! and also TIM DUNCAN (SA Spurs Rule!\m/) (April 25)

So what has happened lately? Nothing much really. I have not gone to YOF yet. Eek. I really wanna go but it's so hard ... It's so far off and I dunno how to drive yet.

Hay... I'm still praying about my course. I dunno what God is saying yet, but I intend to follow whatever He wants me to do.

Hmm... I love karate. I wish I could fit it in my schedule in college... coz I really really want to continue! Even if I'm having a hard time trying to do round house kicks coz my legs are sort of weak and I've a very bad sense of balance or someting like that... hehe...

What else?? Hmm... Ah yes, I went to Vani's debut the other night. It was good. I saw lolo bugs, centy, pai, nahnah and several other people. None of the cholmates were there though. (Vani, if ever you're gonna read this, belated and thanks again for everything!)

Well, that;s basically everthing. I'm beat (I didn't know that getting a student permit was this tiring, it's more tiring than karate! haha...) so I gotta rest...
Ciao! God bless!

Just got Back From Camp

2006-04-20T17:20:00.001+08:00

Hay! Just got back from camp!

It was tiring pero sobrang worth it, so sad that it had to end so soon.

I met new peepz and I really thought they were cool.

I'll miss the peace and quiet. The sessions and the concert like praise and worship.

Hehe...

I guess Pastor Joe was right, we were created to worship God. It felt so fulfilling.

If only life were that easy. Sometimes reality bites pero he's right that as God's children we are made to reach out to other people. To tell them about God's goodness.
I don't like being back in the city pero we can't keep God for ourselves.

I don't want to be called some over religous person pero ngayon ko lang na appreciate at naintindihan why it's so much more fulfilling to be able to encounter God than any other thing sa lifetime na ito.

Tell the World That
by Hillsong United

Don't want to stand here and shout Your praise
And walk away and forget Your Name
I'll stand for you if it's all I do
Cause there is none that compare to You

And all I want in this lifetime is You
And all i want in this whole world is you

Tell the world that Jesus lives
Tell the world that, tell the world that
Tell the world that he died for them
Tell the world that he lives again

No longer I but Christ in me
Cause it's the truth that set me free
How could this world be a better place?
But by thy mercy and by thy grace

And all I want in this lifetime is You
And all i want in this whole world is you

Tell the world that Jesus lives
Tell the world that, tell the world that
Tell the world that he died for them
Tell the world that he lives again

C'mon, c'mon we'll tell the world about You
C'mon, c'mon we'll tell the world about You

Tell the world that Jesus lives
Tell the world that, tell the world that
Tell the world that he died for them
Tell the world that he lives again

C'mon, c'mon we'll tell the world about You
Tell the world that
Tell the world that
C'mon, c'mon we'll tell the world about You
Tell the world that
Tell the world that
About You

~Nakakamatay~

2006-04-15T05:00:00.000+08:00

Update update...

Hmm...

Nothing much...

Last Saturday:
Went over to Ericka Jane's house with the cholmatez. After that, my parents picked us up, tapos overnighter. Hehe... Kuya bry immediately went to Lalala Land. Haha... So he sorta missed out on some stuff. Stayed up with Lo miki and Kuya Oa until 5:30(sunday) in the morning then went to bed.

Sunday:
Woke up late. Talked some more with the peepz. After they went home, I dressed up for church. Went to Global City, the family got there around 5. I wanted to go to the concert after that but I was thinking that I couldn't coz I had Karate the next day and I was sleep deprived so only Jaimee and my Tita stayed. My parents, bro and I, went to Pancake house for dinner.

Monday:
I missed karate! Waah. I woke up in the morning yes, but I kinda went back to sleep after awhile. I woke up at 2! Karate was supposed to start at 2:30... So yeah... missed it. But I guess it was ok, coz I was still feeling really sore after my double session the friday before that... although I hafta do doubles on the next sessions to complete the 12 sessions... Ack. It was painful but I truly felt that it was doing me good.

Tuesday:
Bonding day! Supposedly... kaso nga lang... only four showed up. Me, Lo miki, Kuya oa and Kuya jer showed up sa SM. Kuya bry didn't go to SM, humabol na lang siya sa haus namin. Overnight again! Hehe... Kuya Oa and I didn't sleep. Or we did pero it was really late in the morning na. Kuya bry and Lo miki slept for an hour, while kuya jer slept most of the time. Haha.

Wednesday:
Still about the overnight. I got to sleep around 10 or 11 in the morning. Kuya Oa and Kuya bry slept after breakfast, around 8. Lo miki didn't sleep at all. He had to leave at around 10 for rehearsals. Kuya jer, went back to sleep ar around 9.
We woke up at around 2. Haha... Unfortunately, hindi na naman ako nakapag Karate! Haha... Ayun, tapos Kuya bry, Kuya oa and kuya jer left at around 6 in the evening na. Haha.

Thursday:
Naagnas ako! Joke. I almost died. Sobrang boredom to the highest level! My only friend was the net and the television. Buti na lang, may Gilmore Girls marathon! Luke+Lorelai to the highest level! Wata!

Friday(Today):
Eto... update. Boredom. Buti kausap ko si joy at lo miki ngayon... hay grabeh...

Yun muna!

~Hahaha...

2006-04-04T00:35:00.000+08:00

Ayan! Dahil batang bangag ako, nag sign-up ako sa Caliraya kahit walang pinayagan na ibang sasama sa akin! Harhar... adventure ito dahil wala akong kakilala! Wata!

Tapos, Karate na mamaya! Yehey! Haha... Kakaaliw. Hmm... ano pa ba?

Nag church kami kahapon, as usual. Hehe... Ayon, di kami umabot sa 5 oclock service kaya kumain kami sa Mangan sa Galleria tapos saka nag church.

Hmm... Ayan, sayang dapat ata manonood kami ng Ice Age 2: The Meltdown! Sayang kasi maxado na daw late kaya next time na lang.

What else? Ah, ayun I plan on spray painting my Bible! ahehe.. For those of you na naweirdohan, ang Bible ko po ay "Metal Bible". Yung cover nya ay obviously metal, eh kaso medyo na expose sa elements kaya nag rust... huhu... kaya ngaun Spray paint ko xa, para rin masaya, unique pa! Wahehe...

Ayun tapos, si Kuya Bry nag aaya ng bonding ng mga taong Gaze ngayong week, kaso di lahat makakasama... as per usual... lagi naman eh.

Ano pa nga ba? Wala pa ang result pala ng chem finals! Pero I'm praying na pumasa ako, and I believe na pasado ako! By FAITH!

Hay ang gastos ko ngayon pero I really wanna buy a double voltage 1 Gig memory card for my celfone. Para pede ko dagdagan yung music at makapag installl ako ng "Pocket Bible". And maliban sa mem card, kelangan ko pa bumili ng Flashdisk para hindi nadedelete yung files ko... haha...

Speaking of Music, ang hirap talaga humanap ng alternative Christian music dito sa Pilipinas... hmm... badtrip kasi yung tape ko ng Third day ay nawala... oh well...

I guess the phase of my laziness is passing na, coz I'm really excited. Ang dami kong gusto gawin. hehe... so yeah that's about it for now. Ciao!

ang buhay ko!

2006-03-25T21:47:00.000+08:00

Huwaaaa... Magkakarate ako ngayong summer! Haha... Kaso ang mahal! Si nahnah kasi eh! Ayan mapapagastos ako... huwaaa.... ahehe...

Tapos, sasama siguro ako sa Youth Camp ng VCF! Dahil asteeg sa Caliraya! Wahaha... Sana makasama ko si nahnah at ibang tao! (Tita! Payagan niyo na po si nahnah!)

Ayon, mag aaral din siguro ako magdrive ngayong summer! Sana! Sana mag fit sa schedule... sabi rin ni daddy baka hindi ko na maharap to dahil sa ang dami dami kong plano... hay layp!

Ano pa ba? hmm... iniisip ko kung mag call center kaya ako? Sama ako kanila joy(elem friend)... kaso parang ayaw ni daddy... masyado na daw ako mapapagod...

What else? Exam na lang talaga sa chem16 ang haharapin ko bago ako tuluyang lumaya mula sa school for the summer break. Hay bakit naman kasi di ako nag aral ng mabuti in the past? edi sana... hindi ko na kailangan mag finals... hay...

Staring tomorrow, cut-back muna ako sa y!m at internet. Aral ng mabuti para sa finals! Siguro login lang ako para kuhanin ung information dun sa karate at saka dun sa call center. Tapos tanungin ko si nahnah kung sasama xa sa Caliraya... sana talaga! hay... ayon... mas busy pa ata ako ngayong summer kesa sa 2 semester ko sa UP...

Hay sana makapag bagong buhay na ako. Sana pagbutihin ko na ang aral ko... hay...

I Declare! Magiging masipag at mabait na bata na ako! Lord,tulungan mo po ako! I know you're always there for me! Please help me get over my laziness! Thank you! That you will bless me indeed, enlarge my territory!
In Jesus name, Amen!

That's it for now. G'nyt sa lahat! :D

Huwaaaaaaaat?!

2006-03-25T14:15:00.000+08:00

Mygalibani!!! Wah. Hindi ko alam na ung tinest ko na background music ay naka-plugin pa rin! Wahaha... All these months Santa Can You hear me pala ang Background music ko! Wata! haha... Pero pinalitan ko na siya! Just the girl by Click Five na. ahehe...

Updates updates! Hmm... Tapos na ang klase! weeeeeeeeeeeee! Ayon, isa na lang ang dapat gawin! Mag aral ng mabuti para sa chem finals! huwaa...

Yun muna. Wala ko masabi eh! Ahehe... Good night!!!!!

~Happy Birthday sa Chem Exam!

2006-03-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday! happy birthday! Happy birthday Chem16~!

Wala lang... Hay... exam ko mamaya sa chem16. Badtrip!

Ano kaya ginagawa ko dito? Bakit ako nagbloblog noh? Di ba dapat nagrereview ako? Labo ko talaga.

Gusto ko na mag shift! Ayoko na ng math at science. Sawa na ko! hay....

Sige, alis na muna ako. Bye! Onga pala! Salamat sa mga bumati...

~happybdayhappybday~

~ala lang~

2006-03-11T20:48:00.000+08:00

ayan! update update... ano nga ba?

Sobrang busy ko lately dahil ang daming natamabak na work dahil nag procrastinate ako...

Kahit na ang daming kailangan gawin, nakuha ko pa rin manood ng MTV Homecoming ni Miro Valera of Stonefree/Benefit Concert ni Ms. Gapas... well okay siya. Hindi ko kilala yung ibang band na tumugtog pero okay lang. Unfortunately yung information na sinend sa isang groups na nareceive ko ay hindi accurate. Ang sabi kasi sa akin Stonefree, Metaphor at Sandwich ang tutugtog pero hindi naman pala... hmmm...

Oh well. Asteeg pa rin naman ang Stonefree. ahehe... Go Miro! XIENTIANS RULE!

So... ano pa... hmm....

Nagdownload ako ng trillian! ahehe...asteeg! la lang...

Ayun muna....

Nytienyt!

-silence-

2006-02-28T20:24:00.000+08:00

I barely have anything to say. For the nth time. hay... posting something random, and i don't frickin care if you read it or not.

The music blares through the speakers
I fall into an empty silence
Ah yes, the feeling of being alone
It's been my constant companion through out the years
I don't even know why I am posting this
People think I am too happy
That I'm so extroverted
That I talk too much when I'm with people
I guess it's a way for me to escape the silence
The silence that assail my whole being
I guess it's an outlet
The only time I am able to express myself (somehow)
Talking, talking about things that are so random
Things that never really reach the depths of my soul
Superficial
Maybe I should shut my mouth, change
Yes, I hope I could still go back
Go back to the old inhibited little me
The One I knew from second year
I hope I can keep this up...

Done. Good eve.

After 3 million years!

2006-02-20T19:22:00.000+08:00

I dropped outta math53 class. I feel so lost. I dunno what I want to do. Hay... Crisis!
Well... Trials and tribulation... buhay...

I really hafta study... kelangan ko ipasa ang chem16! Arghness... I'm sick of my life. Hoi! I'm not suicidal ha! Just a little lost... I guess...

Hay... eto nalang muna! La naman ako talaga masasabi... I miss highschool!!

~wala lang...

2006-01-29T09:39:00.000+08:00

Tagal din ako hindi nagpost. wahehe... nakakatamad kasi... kaya ngayon lang ulit... hay...

La naman ako makwekwento... ay, wala lang... may nabasa ako tungkol dun sa theology ng ctas and dogs...

Dog says, "You pet me, you feed me, you shelter me, you love me, YOU must be God."

Cat say, "You pet me, you feed me, you shelter me, you love me, I must be God."

wahehe... natawa lang ako...ahehe...

Ayun... la naman ako kwento kaya bye muna... =)

~Lack thereof~

2006-01-14T11:00:00.000+08:00

Hahaha... Okei.... tagal ko walang post... I got bored... again... hahaha....

Wokei... hmm... Nanood kami Chronicles of Narnia nila Nahnah... Ganda! Kyutie talaga ni Azlan(sp?)! Hehehe.... Ayun, tapos we went to starbucks ni nahnah... haha... Ayun... Got home a lil late... 10 or 11... can't remember... ahehehe....

Ang aga ko kanina sa chem! Wow! 6:25 nandun na ko! ahehe... Tapos habang nag-aantay ako nakita ko yung isang friend(di ko kasi siya madalas makita...) ko, di ko agad nakilala... hahaha.... nagpagupit kasi and ginel niya ung hair ng medyo sorta 'spike-y' na style...haha... new hairstyle for the new year... aun...

Tapos nung magklaklase na kami sa chem, nagalit yung lab instructor namin.... ahehehe... kasi huli kami sa aktong nagkokopyahan ng post lab... ahehehehe.... Ang aga namin natapos kanina sa lab, kasi walang experiment! So mga 9 nakakain pa ko ng sorta medyo brunch... hehehe.... Kasama kop sila marisol, cliff at jang.... haha... habang nasa casaa kami nagsasagot sila nung problem sa chem... haha...

Tapos lecture.... wala lang... as usual... kakatamad talaga... haha.... so nagdrawing at nag-whatever lang ako... bad ko!

Then, after ng lecture... nag jeep kaming papuntang math coz tinatamad kami maglakad...ayun... math... as usual... pero okei lang... kaya pa naman....

Tapos ayun Socio10... ay nagpakita na yung bagong prof namin dun... hahaha... Asteeg siya... sobrang positive and matalino... tapos ok siya magturo and mahilig siya magpatawa... hahaha... Tapos, uber rich yun! Grabeh, nung una siya pumasok sa klase namin(mga last week ata yun), kakagaling lang niya ng US... (inggit ako)Wala lang, nagbakasyon lang siya nung christmas, tapos nung summer galing siyang Spain... wah.... inggit ulit ako... sana ganun ako kayaman... ahehe... alam ko na kaya pala sabi nung klasmeyt ko na ok daw yung prof namin ngayon... hahaha.... ganito kasi yung nangyari:

Prof.(dati): Sino may idea tungkol kay prof. ****? Siya kasi papalit sa akin...
Kami: *blank stare* Who the hell?
Clasmeyt: *taas kamay* Ako po!
Prof(dati): Yes?
Clasmeyt: Ok daw po siya... magaling magturo and binabarkada yung class. Kaso baka may bias ako...
Ako: *?*'bakit naman kaya biased?'
Clasmeyt: Well... kasi... gwapo siya... *note: bading tong clasmeyt ko... hahaha...*
Ako: Ayun, kaya naman pala... tsk... yung lang kaya talaga?

Conclusion... di lang sa may itsura yung prof... hahaha.... bading din ata eh(i think, not sure though)... hahaha... kaya pala biased... hahaha...

Ayun enough about Socio... ano pa nga ba? Hmm... ah! Ayun nakakwentuhan ko si batchmate Godfrey(sp?) kanina... nagkwento siya tungkol sa LB and stuff... inggit ako! Buti pa sila may Club Xientia! Kasi naman, bakit ba walang org ang kisay sa diliman? 'Oy! Calling ung mga leaders ng xientian sa diliman! Tayo nga kayo ng org! Hahaha....' Mag-utos daw? hahaha... peace po!

Hay... ayun... wah... namimiss ko na naman gazebopipol...huhuhu... kasi! iniwan ako eh... unfair!

Haii... ayun... enuff na muna toh... di ba? hehe... Konbanwa! Alis muna ko... hehe... :D

~bored

2006-01-04T15:40:00.000+08:00

I'm bored... wahehe... after all the excitement the past few weeks... i'm back in school.... jeez... hehe...

I think I found a new (and expensive- huhuhu... my pocket's empty....) sport... hehe... Bowling! weeh...

so a lil recap:

Gazepips met up again, yes for the 3rd time, went ice skating and bowling.

Overnight was fun... hehe... as usual yung 3 pero kasama na si ewicka... hehe... sayang di pinayagan sila nahnah... then...

I lost my voice, and no it does/did not hurt at all... just basically lost it, not sore at all.... not that it mattered much that I lost it coz I don't/can't even sing a note.... hehe...

I'm still talkative though, just 'paos' and a lil outta pitch...hehe...

Went to school for just one class yesterday(yes... math... as usual)... got wet in the rain coz I forgot my umbrella... so i was cold and wet.. and sick.

Went to school today really early... coz my class was supposed to be at 7 am. Our lab instructor and chem lec professor = No show. So I spent 4 1/2 hours staring and basically doing nothing.

As usual I had math... the only subject where the prof showed up.

My new socio10 prof didn't show up either, so again I went to school only for math.

I failed my first long exam in Math 53 but I'm getting the hang of it.. I mean not getting the hang of failing but, I'm slowly getting the subject... hehe

I still have a minor cough and a few sniffles here and there... hehe... so basically... I'm sick and bored.

And to top all that, I have my first long exam for chem on saturday! ahehe... and I haven't even tried to review... hehe..

I'm tired and sleepy. So I better get to bed. G'nyt pathetic earthlings. Kidding. Night peepz! Already miss my friends.

~Merry Christmas!

2005-12-25T19:30:00.000+08:00

Hay... it's been quite awhile! Tagal ko di update, well not really... So I'll just post yung mga stuff na nangyari the past few days.... hehe...

Dec 19 I went out with some of the gazebo pips, namely nahnah, meng, kuya oa, lo miki, kim, albeen and dani. We went to SM Megamall dapat sana ice skating kaso la kami nung coupon things so bowling na lang. Kaso umuwi na nun sila lo miki, albeen at dani... Dami hindi nakapunta coz medyo sudden nga yung party thing... pero masaya! Puro gutter nga lang yung tira ko sa bowling... ahehe... before that nga pala nagpa Pic kami! We were wondering kung ano na nangyari sa iba naming friends... Miss na namin sila...

Dec 20 I woke up with a text message from a long lost member of the gazebo pips... si kuya bry! Nabuhay siya... hehe... was really excited kasi akala ko nakalimutan niya na kami... tapos I replied sa kanyang new number and a few minutes later kausap ko na siya sa landline... grabeh ang tagal na namin siya di nakita! Well after talking to him, I basically spent the day bumming around... haha... and of course online pero tinamad ako mag update...I watched some movies din... haha... I'm so lazy!

Dec 21 Woke up quite late, and I had a stuffy nose... in short I was on the verge of getting a cold! eek... I was just eating my breakfast when my parents told us na we were going to E.K. the next day... Yey! 1st year h.s. pa ko nung huli ako nagpunta dun so excited ako! At last, Something eventful, other than yung mga party namin ng gazebo pips of course! I got a call from kuya bry, he was asking about kuya oa's new landline. Tapos I asked my mom if we could invite him to come to E.K. with us since wala siya magawa. Pumayag naman si mommy and so I asked him, tapos pinagpaalam ko pa siya sa mom niya... ahehe... Buti pumyag! We decided din na mag overnight na siya after namin mag E.K. coz baka sobrang late na kami makauwi...Ayun after that, the day was spent bumming around again and watching movies and going online...

Dec 22 Woke up a lil early (I had a cold na talaga...wah...), mga 6:30 coz we had to meet up with kuya bry sa mcdo playplace ng 7:30 or 8:00. Tapos we were running a lil late so I texted him to come to our house na lang since papunta pa lang naman siya. Ayun... when I he came to our house matangkad na siya sa akin... huhuhu... unfair! ahehe... after namin mag ayos we drove to E.K. na but we stopped sa pancake house for brunch. After that we drove to E.K. pero we took a wrong turn ata so umikot pa kami... pero... Ang aga namin sa E.K.! Mga a lil past 11:00 nandun na kami! And it opened around 10:00 so kaunti pa lang yung pipol... Ang saya! Ang kulet nila! My siblings(Jaimee and CJ) got along with kuya 'bj'(tawag ni jaimee) kasi halos kapatid na namin siya... hehe... They were using gay lingo, tapos yung flying fiesta tinatawag nilang flying eklabu(sp?)... haha... so weird... tapos grabeh! ang daya ni daddy siya halos di nabasa dun sa rio grande! kame soaked.... hehe... si mommy di masyado nagrides (actually isa lang sinakyan niya, yung 4D theater) coz mas gusto niya magpicture kesa matakot at mahilo... nakakabaliw nung nag-wheel of fate kami! wah.... si kuya bry kasi habang nasa pinakatop kami tumatayo! ang taas kaya noon! tapos sigaw kami ng sigaw kasi parepareho kami takot sa heights tapos si jaimee nagchachatter dahil sa lamig and sa takot! Tatlo lang kasi kami sumakay kaya scary! Astig yung Space shuttle kaso masyado maikli! Isang beses lang ako nakasakay kasi tinamad na kami nung gabi... ayon... so inabot kami ng mga 9:00 sa E.K. tapos umuwi na... di na namin naantay yung fireworks eh... Got home around 11:30 pero went to bed at 12:00 kasi I talked to lolo miki on the phone about dun sa part 2 ng party ng gazebo pips w/c was on the 23rd... tapos nag online din kami sandali tapos pineste namin si kuya jer na sumama kaso unfortunately di siya pwede...

Dec 23 I was stil sick with a cold pero we had to meet yung gazebo pips at 10:00 sa mcdo, pero hindi kami(I and bry) nakarating agad kasi nga pagod from E.K. Akala namin sobrang late na kami at kami na lang yung hinihintay dahil mga past 11:00 na kami nakarating, un pala isa palang yung nandun... kawawa naman si felix, kasi siya mag-isa andun na siya ng mga 10:20....wah... (Felix-best-friend! Sori ang tagal mo nag-antay!) Ayun antay pa kami kaunti... sunod dumating na sila kuya edpat, nah, meng, at kuya oa... tapos pumunta na kami SM Megamall...humabol na lang si lo miki sa megamall kasi may singing engagement siya... sayang di nakapunta yung iba... si Ewicka kasi nasa hospital yung dad niya, si Kai may sakit, si Phimie di pinyagan, si Val may lakad with her mom, si Ching pinagpalit kami sa boyfriend(jowk! Monsary [sp?] kasi nila at may sakit siya), si Albeen di rin pede, si Kuya jer may lakad din, si kim hindi na rin pinayagan, si kuya marlo at cherol... walang contact! Ay tapos si centy at lolo bugs nagback out sa last minute... (di sila gaze pero friendships pa rin sila so invited...ahehe...)
Ayon! Pero masaya! Tapos buti na lang nandun sila lo miki at tinuruan nila ako magbowling... yehey! marunong na ko, pero buti pa si lo miki naka 91! ako kasi 65 lang...huhuhu... next time babawi ako! ahehe... nagpapic din nga pala kami ulit! Ayun... tapos uwi na kami... altho si kuya oa, kuya bry and lo miki tumambay muna dito sa haus... na naging overnight! At 5 na sila natulog ako kasi mga 4 nakatulog na....
Ang daming kwento, ang saya... ganoon pala talaga pag matagal di nagkita! Hay... While I was talking to them sobrang ang daming kong narealize... we talk about the weirdest things to stuff na sobrang seryoso it scares me... sobrang nag mature and nag grow kami the past months... iba talga yung depth ng friendship namin! sobra... close(kahit matagal walang communication)na parang di na sila iba... parang kapatid na halos or maybe hindi halos... kapatid na talaga. I rarely really open up, I talk a lot about random things pero pag kasama ko sila nakakapag open up ako... thanks for listening to me guys(lo mik, kuya bry and kuya oa)and I hope we stay this close kahit ano mangyari and I love listening to your thoughts! I don't say this often or at all but alabshu guys! 'Rawwrrrr' ahehe.....

Dec 24 I woke up ng 9, sila kuya bry and kuya oa mga 7 or 8 ata... si lo miki around 9:30 or 10... hehe... nagpaalam sila sa parents nila na uuwi sila before lunch pero we ended up talking some more and laughing a lot kaya nakauwi sila mga 1:30 or 2:00... haha... sabi pa nga nila baka pag di pa sila umalis abutin na sila ng New Year sa dami ng kwento! hehe... hay... nakakamiss talaga ang good old days sa kisay...
Ayun after they left, nagtext na ko ng greeting sa mga tao... sori kung may di ako natext bangag pa kasi ako... ayun... tapos mga 5:30 natulog ako... tapos nagising ng 6:30 for dinner... tapos tulog ulit hanggang 11:59... nagbukas ng gifts and noche buena...

Dec 25 Tulog na lahat ng tao, 3:25 na and yet gising pa rin ako... gudness... haha... here i am now... nagtatype ng sobrang mahabang update.... ahahaha.... Cge, matutulog na muna ulit ako... church pa kasi mamaya.... G'night y'all!

Ang Ganda!

2005-12-19T10:07:00.000+08:00

Wah... ganda ng "Just Like Heaven"...ahehe... just got back from Galle(erm...more like a few hours ago)... ahehe... went to church real early this morning tapos did a lil shopping while waiting for Just Like Heaven... ahehe....huwaaa..... ang ganda ganda! I soooo have to get a copy of that... naku my list of favorite romantic movies maxado na humahaba... tsk... I'm so going to get poor. huwaa.... ahehe... Okay here's my list of MUST HAVE ORIGINAL copies of romantic movies: (in random order...)

"While You Were Sleeping" (1995)-Sandra Bullock and Bill Pullman
"Kate and Leopold"(2001) - Meg Ryan and Hugh Jackman
"Just Like Heaven"(2005)-Reese Witherspoon and Mark Ruffalo
"Laws of Attraction"(2004)- Julianne Moore and Pierce Brosnan
"Two Weeks Notice"(2002)- Sandra Bullock and Hugh Grant
"Notting Hill"(1999)- Julia Roberts and Hugh Grant
"Sweet Home Alabama"(2002)-Reese Witherspoon and Josh Lucas
"My Bestfriend's Wedding"(1997)- Julia Roberts and co.
"Runaway Bride"(1999)-Julia Roberts and Richard Gere
"Serendipity"(2001)-Kate Beckinsale and John Cusack
"Maid in Manhattan"(2002)-Jennifer Lopez and Ralph Fiennes
"Must Love Dogs"(2005)-Diane Lane and John Cusack [haven't seen this but seems cute!]
"You've Got Mail"(1998)- Meg Ryan and Tom Hanks
"Monster in Law"(2005)- Jennifer Lopez and Michael Vartan [haven't seen this either]
"For Richer or Poorer"(1997)- Kirstie Alley and Tim Allen
"Sleepless in Seattle"(1993)- Meg Ryan and Tom Hanks
"Ever After"(1998)- Drew Barrymore and Dougray Scott

Ayan... hehe... I dunno kung complete na yan... di ko maalala lahat... dagdagan ko na lang next time... ahehe.... sige... i gotta go muna.... laterz...

~Miss Eng'g

2005-12-17T04:19:00.000+08:00

Hahaha... had fun last night... although my part na sort of naging boring...sayang! di ako nakanood ng lantern parade... tinamad kasi ako umalis sa haus ng maaga... ahehe... pahamak kasi naruto eh!

Pagdating ko sa sm, ang haba ng pila papunta sa up! wah... buti na lang nakasakay ako kahit na medyo matagal ako pumila... haha... Nung dumating ako sa eng'g hinahanap ko yung blockmate kong si raisa, kasi di nagrereply yung dapat na kasama ko... hahaha... tapos buti na lang, papasok pa lang ako bigla may tumawag sa akin... ayun! andun pala, inantay ako kasi nawalan siya ng load! ahehe... buti nalang... kasi ang hirap mag hanap ng kasama sa dami ng tao!

Ayon... ang dami daming tao!!!! Wala lang... tas medyo maganda sa up! kasi dami daming lights and stalls... nakakatuwa... Christmas na christmas yung feeling. ahehe... Ang init sa loob ng Engineering kagabi! Napilitan tuloy ako tanggalin jacket ko... ang hirap talaga ng maliit! Ang hirap maghanap ng spot kung saan makikita mo yung contestants... buti na lang may nahanap kami ni natz na spot sa may stairs kaya nakanood kami ng maayos... ahehe...

Hindi namin tinapos yung miss eng'g... nung matanggal ung friend namin... umalis na kami... sayang nga eh! Pero at least may natanggap siya na award...
"DALAGANG BUKID award" haha... nahiya kasi siya bigla! tapos ang hinhin niya maglakad(Kasi naman nakamataas kasi siya na shoes, stilettos ata... ayun hirap tuloy) May itsura pa naman siya as a girl(GUY po ang sumasali sa miss eng'g tapos nagdadamit as a girl... long gown, swimsuit etc..)...hahaha... maasar nga...

Ayon... nakasama nga pala namin si ashley(batchmate sa kisay) kasi umuwi na yung mga kasama niya na xientians... tapos nung umalis na nga kami, sinamahan namin siya sa sakayan tapos umuwi na siya...

Tapos lakad lakad kami sa stalls, tingin tingin... la lang... sayang la ko pera! hehe... eh naalala ko na di pa ko kumain ng dinner, so ayun nag rice in a box kami... hehe... may free iced tea pa.... ahehehe...

Bago yun napadaan kami sa stall na may mga binebentang radio na ballpen kind of thing, eh matagal na gusto bumili ni natz noon, kaso mahal! ayon, buti pa sa tiangge, 130 pesos lang... un nga lang... wala kasamang battery un... pero kahit na.... sa tower records kasi mga 500++ un eh... kaya binili niya na agad... haha... Ang mura pala sa mga tiangge talaga...la lang...

Mga 1:10? oo mga ganoon ata, nag text na ko para mag pasundo... hehe... grabeh! latest time na umuwi ako as a up student yun! So mga dumating siguro parents ko mga 1:45... or almost 2:00 na ba yun... ewan basta ganun... ayun sinabay na namin si natz, kasi wala ng jeep! grabeh... pano kaya ung ibang walang sasakyan? hmm... ayon... tapos, dinrop off namin siya sa sm dun sa may sakayan ng bus... tapos umuwi na kami... altho dumaan muna kami sa kowloon at 7 eleven, kasi bumili sila noodles and siopao... ahehe...

Ayon pagka uwi, tulog na ko agad, of course xempre bihis at hilamos and stuff muna... ayon...hehe... nagising ako mga 10:10 ngayong umaga... ahehe... grabeh... kaya mga 2 hours and 9 minutes pa lang ako gising ngayong umaga.... haha...

Tapos nga pala! Wala na ako class sa math today! Yey! Di na tinuloy nung prof ko sa math yung class! Ahehe... saya!

Ayon na muna... la na ko makwento! Maganda sa UP pag christmas season... hehe... saya! Christmas na! Christmas na! Ang saya saya... hehe...

syakz ang kj!

2005-12-14T09:05:00.000+08:00

syakerz talaga! Ang kj ng prof ko sa math! hay.... oh well that's life... Dapat sana ay officially last day na ng class ko ngayong year na ito... but no! Ang prof ko sa math ay sobrang masipag! ayan tuloy... may class pa ko hanggang friday... sya na nga lang mag ka klase eh... hay buti na lang math un so malayo sa mga mag ooblation run... eeeeeeek!

Hmm... wala akong magawa ngayon... paxenxa na nga pala dun sa nakabasa nung post na na una dito... asar lang talaga ko non... hahaha... ang aga ko umuwi! saya! hahaha.... ano ba ito? napaka random ko ngaun... hahaha... ang taba ko na! wah...kelangan mag ingat ngayong christmas ayokong lumobo! wah.... hahaha...

Ayun na muna... hahaha.... christmas na! christmas na! Ang saya saya!

~looking back...~

2005-12-10T16:01:00.000+08:00

I don't really know... I feel a little down right now... hay... tutal naman walang dumadaan sa aking dear ol' blog... magbubuhos ako ng sama ng loob... asa... ako pa? i'm too happy for my own good... I'm so fake... hay... payn payn...

Galit ako sa inyo! Ano masaya na? I'm finally showing some emotion other than the ever happy little me...Yeah, galit ako sa inyo eh. I feel like all my efforts are in vain... well hindi naman... meron pa naman dyan na may pakialam. Naiinis lang talaga ko... I guess... I feel like naiwan akong trying to bridge the gap sa past at ngayon. Do you even really care? Tama nga ata na hindi ako umiyak noon... maybe I was right na wag sayangin ung mga luha ko... maybe kaya hindi ako sobrang nalungkot... hay... Pasensya na kung parang napaka selfish ko... alam ko yun... sige, busy kayo eh. Sori kung nasayang ko oras niyo sa senseless rants ko...

Ayan! Nakapag rant na ko. yehey! Oh... masaya na ko ulit,haha... Grabeh... kung may tatamaan or whatever, pasensya na po... mainit lang ang ulo ko... ano pa nga ba masasabi ko? well... wala naman... ganoon pa rin naman ako... bored... sige... sobrang late na... tulog na... Gudnyt.

~hell bored~

2005-12-04T13:43:00.000+08:00

haii.... ahehe... wala na naman magawa... paxenxa na tagal ko di nag uupdate... la naman kasi ako sasabihin... ahehe...

La lang... Miss ko na naman ang gazepipz... sana makita ko sila ngayong christmas break...

Lantern Parade and Eng'g Pageant... wah san kaya ko pupunta? kasali blockmate ko sa eng'g pageant eh... pero maganda daw yung lantern parade! sana di nalang magkasabay... oh well, may kasama na ko pupunta sa eng'g pageant... so i guess yun sigurado na... sana iba sched ng lantern parade o kaya eng'g pageant...gusto ko pumunta sa pareho....

Boring... ang socio10... wala akong natutuhan... ahehe... mabait sana ung prof pero di sya marunong magturo eh...

Malamig sa Art Stud2, grabeh mag aircon dun sa class ko na yun...

Aun... haha... ayan may "update na" un na lang muna... la ko masabi eh...

~tankini~

2005-10-26T14:50:00.000+08:00

Haiii.... as usual di ko pa rin nakukuha ang student license ko.... goodness....
Pero I guess it's ok, coz I went shopping today. hahaha... I bought a tankini(tankinis pair bikini style bottoms, offering more complete coverage, with a fitted, tank-style top)... weeee... i know it's a little weird coz summer's like sooooo far off but hehe.... We're going swimming so i decided to buy anyways! Hmm... other than my tankini, i also bought sunglasses, a shirt, a belt and a pair of flipflops!hehe... hay... yun lang for today! congrats kay ewicka sa pagkasali sa namcya! :D Nyt peeps!

~Foodtrip, Figaro and driving~

2005-10-22T06:05:00.000+08:00

Hmm... dahil di ako nag update nung wednesday ng gabi at kahapon, ngaun ko na lang post ung events last wednesday pati thursday at xempre ngaun...

Wednesday:
Hehe... nag meet up ang ilang gazepipz sa mcdo cp. Hehe... hay... as usual wala na naman ung iba, kasi may pasok un iba nasa province ung iba di macontact. Pero masaya naman... Tama na naman ung hunch ko na magvivideoke sila. Hahaha.... Masaya... nagwala sila habang kami nila nahnah tumatawa lang. hahaha... adik sila, well malamang kasi himig ung karamihan sa kanila. Ang mga pumunta sila meng, dani, felix, albin, lo miki,kuya edpat, kim at si nahnah. ehehe... tapos nung medyo matagal na, edi umalis muna kami ni nahnah, laro kami arcade! hehe... talo ako sa lahat... i totally suck at videogames! hehehe.... pero masaya! Aun edi natapos na mag videoke kaya nagpunta ulit kami ng mcdo para kumain... di kami kumain nila lo mik at nah aksi pumunta muna kami kisay. HInanap namin sila val at reisa tpos bumalik kaming mcdo! Ayun, plan sana namin ni nah na mag tokyo, kaso tinamad kami kaya mcdo na lang. At aun, after noon, punta kaming Mangan.. hehe sarap ng food! Yum! Hehe... aun tpos umuwi na ko. hahaha....

Thursday:
Nagpunta akong UP. Kasi hinuhunting ko ung prof ko sa math. hehehe.... Aun di ko xa nahanap. Nagkataon pumunta din si Kim, kaya sabay kami nag hanap ng prof. Kaso nga walang halos tao kaya bumalik na lang akong SM. Aun Tapos, e dapat imemeet ko ung mom ko sa Figaro(annex)kaya nag Club Synergy muna ko... kaya ayon... napagastos na naman ako. hahahah... Nakita ko ang ilang kisay batchmates don... hehe... adik sila sa dmx. Tapos mineet ko na mom ko, tas inaya niya din si kim. kaya nakalibre kami ng kain. ehehehe... Hindi ko na naman nakuha ung Student's license ko... hay... pramis sa monday talaga makukuha ko na un!

Friday(Ngayon):
Nag ragnarok ako. hahaha.... tinutulungan ko kasi magpalevel-up si jaimee. hehehe...
Aun, tapos a lil bit after lunch, pumunta kaming holy cross ng mom ko at tito.... hahaha.... tapos dun ako tinuruan magdrive! Yehey! Masaya!!! Gusto ko na talaga gumaling mag drive! hehe.... First time ko magdrive at natutuwa ako! heheheheheh! grabeh! i wanna! hehe... okei... cge ragna na ulit ako... hehehe.... un muna... haha...

Huwaw.

2005-10-16T06:00:00.000+08:00

After weeks of silence.... nagpost ako uli! yey! Wala akong mapost na matino pero magpopost na rin ako.

I'm gonna get my student license on Monday. I really wanna learn how to drive! Hehe...It's part of the "preparation", coz, well... umm... I'm sorta going away... yeah... My mom's taking me to the US. Actually, delayed na nga un. Coz, the plan is aalis na dapat ako end of this year or early next... tapos ayon... ngayon sabi mid next year na lang daw... hehehe... Well nuff about that.

Hmm... well... I'm bored. I miss my friends. I'm having a crisis. I feel like mali yung kinuha kong course. Hay... parang nasa maling line of work ako... parang gusto ko mag business... dapat nga ata nag business na lang ako... hehe...Pero gusto ko rin naman maging environmentalist... hay... nako... ano na gagawin ko?

Di nga pala ako kumuha ng PE ng second sem, kasi maxado hectic ung sched.... ayoko naman umuwi ng 6:00 ng gabi... scary un... hay... i wish i may car ako... edi sana pede ako mag PE. Don't you just hate public transpo? well, not hate... pero... basta... mahirap mag public transpo...

although di naman friendly sa environment kung lahat ng tao ay may sariling diesel powered car, coz masyadong maraming greenhouse gases ang naproproduce noon... and di sya efficient... hmm...well... masyado namang expensive ung hydropowered at hybrid cars at kung gagamit naman ng Biodiesel, mas mahal pa rin un compared sa petroleum... huwaaa.... eto na naman ako sa pag rarant ko tungkol sa environment... hay... shaddup na ko... p.s. Use 1% Cocomethyl Ester(mahal kapag pure CME so kahit na ung 1% lang tapos diesel na ung iba, ok na rin...) sa cars, not only is it environmentally friendly, it also cleans the car engine. Available siya sa mga small time na gasoline stations like Sea Oil, flying V and the likes. Wala lang... mas environment friendly eh...

Hmm.... kung ako magtatayo ng business... cguro itatayo ko parang Bookshop na may kasmaang cafe.... or basta parang ganun... or... magtayo kaya akong ng clothes store ng "skater" or may pagka "punk skater" fashion... hmmm... pede rin mag tayo ako ng sporting goods na shop... hmmm... dami ko plans...

Well enough nonsense... Wala na ko masabi...salamat na rin po sa pagbasa sa walang kwenta kong blog. Byerz...

~it's been awhile...~

2005-08-20T03:00:00.000+08:00

Hay, it's been awhile since i last posted... haha... so I wasn't able to keep my motivation... haha... hindi pa rin ako nag aaral... ahahaha....
Ever heard of paranoid people? I think I am turning into one of them... hahaha.... scary...

hmm... kasama ko si pai kahapon, haha... nabigla siya sa akin kasi may dala kong facial wash, powder at lipbalm... haha... pero sabi ko sa kanya at least ako basic stuff lang at hindi ko naman madalas gamitin eh siya matagal mag ayos at madaming dala... haha... ganun nga ba talaga ang college? time for change? Well, kung hindi naman kasi ako madusing di naman ako magdadala ng ganun, pero dahil lagi akong naglalakad, lagi rin ako pinapawisan... kaya can't help it. hahaha... hay... nakakalungkot mag aral sa peyups, kasi ala ang most sa gazepipol... buti na lang may mga nakakasama akong bagong "sort of" friends. may routine na nga ako eh... haha... pag umaga after ng math kasabay ko maglakad ung ibang clasmeyts ko usually si kim at rommel.

Pag Monday at Thursday, dumideretso na ko sa CAL o kaya tatambay sa AS Lobby hanggang mga 9:30... pag nasa CAL(3rd Floor), kasama ko madalas mga grupmates ko(ate odie, richard, rex, melissa, elbert at julie ) sa comm3. Tapos after that, punta akong AS ulit, kasabay ko usually maglakad si Melissa at Rex. Pagdating sa AS, punta ko 2nd floor, hanapin ko si ate sarah, tpos lunch kami kung saan man. After lunch, balik uli ako ng CAL(5th floor 0_0)ang kasama ko naman dun sila Mela,Chinkee at Pam. Pagkatapos ng class, lakad kami nila Mela at Pam papuntang AS(Math kasi class ni chinkee, kaya di namin siya kasabay) pagdating dun punta uli ako 2nd floor, para sa geography class ko. Kasama ko dun sila ate sarah,ate mari, ate judee, ate lorraine, ate nikki at si ate doreen. After non, uwi na ko. Usually sabay kami ni Ate sarah pag ala syang gagawin sa org.

Pag Tuesday at Friday, tumatambay ako sa AS lobby after ng math o kaya didiretso na ko sa 4th floor para sa Kas1. Sa Kas 1 kasama ko sila MonMon, Carla(nope, hindi carla ni lolo bugs...) at kung sino sino pa man ung nasa likod... hehe...After ng Kas1, sabay kami mag lunch ni Monmon. Tapos punta na ko sa villadolid para sa envi sci, minsan lumalakad ako minsan nag jijip. Madalas nauuna ko dun, tapos lagi ko kasma grupmates ko(Melissa(ulit), Natz, Pepie at Raisa) dun. Pagkatapos, dinidiligan namin ung puno namin after class. Sumasakay ako ng jip para pumunta sa gym. Pag class, nung una kalaro ko dati sila Aiza(tawag namin sa kanya Chem Eng'g), Joanna at Tina, tpos naging si Kuya AD, tpos naging si Robert.Kaya ngaun, halo halo na. Pauwi, usually kasabay ko si Jesse.

wah... kausap ko ngaun sa YM si ching... hehe... ala lang... Miss ko na ang gaze!!!!!!!!!!

Aun un muna... haha... ang ot ko... sinulat ko ang aking routine. wahhaha... gud day y'all!

nationalistic....NOT!

2005-08-05T11:05:00.000+08:00

The topic of migrating to the US came up last night. My sibs don't seem to agree... ayaw nila umalis... kami naman ng parents ko gusto.... hay... grabe... hindi ko alam... I know na pinalaki akong isang obedient Filipino citizen. But, I feel like never akong naging nationalistic... is that bad? Sana naman walang magalit sa akin...(mga tibak sa up, peace tau!) Gustong gusto ko na umalis, hindi ko alam kung bakit... sabi ko nga pwede ba na mid 2006 umalis na kami... sabi possible pero most likely sa 2007 pa daw talaga. hay... sana makaalis na kami... hehe... hmm... sa december daw papaturuan na ko mag drive! hehe....yehey! hehe... hay... un na muna... btw, malapit na midterms... may motivation na ko para mag aral... sana lang ma keep ko. eto un: "kelangan ko ang mataas na grades para makapasok ng university or college sa US!" ehehe....

Matagal na rin...

2005-07-25T11:45:00.000+08:00

Hay... it's been so long since I last posted... paxenxa na sa inyo ha. Grabe, tinatamad lang talaga kasi ako mag post eh... anu ba dapat ko sabihin? well, nagpunta ako ng kisay nung isang araw tpos nakausap ko si ewicka at nakita sila phimie. Tapos nung isang friday, mineet ko yung former classmates ko nung elementary. Hehe... ala pa rin sila halos pinagbago well except for the fact siguro na may mga boyfriend at girlfriend na yung iba sa kanila. hehe... sa itsura? tumangkad ng kaunti ung mga lalaki yung mga babae? generally mas maliit pa rin sa akin(yes!! kala ko maliit na ko eh.)

Hay buhay sa up? ok naman may routine na ko na nadevelop. Hay... ngaun nag aapply ako sa org... kaso... parang ayaw ko nga ituloy ung application ko eh... parang di pa dapat, pero ewan ko...

Malungkot rin pala kahit kaunti kapag wala yung mga kaibigan mo na dati lagi mong kasama. Ang daya niyo naman kasi eh... iniwan nio ko... haiii....

Yun lang muna siguro... sana makita ko na kau ulit... miss ko na kayo eh. :(

Naubusan ng Sasabihin

2005-07-06T10:50:00.000+08:00

Ahehe... I don't know what to say! Ala lang... taglish mode ule. Ok naman ang buhay sa UPd. Hay... ala ko masabi... ehehe.... Miss ko na ang mga gaze.... nalate ako sa quiz sa math 17 ko. Buti mabait ang prof... hehe... Hay... nothing to say... un muna...hehe.

blank map

2005-06-19T12:26:00.000+08:00

Blank Map Hay... we have this blank map test on tuesday and darn... I have to memorize everything... gee... oh well.... I mean, it would've been okay if it was for my geography class, but no it ain't, it's for my kas1 class. Argh... gotta memorize... Philippine provinces and capitals....

EnviSci Okay, I have another test on tuesday...envisci. About science, envisci, ecology etc etc. Argh... again. Oh well, that's life. I don't want to review.... lazy ol' me... hehe

Wondering I wonder how some of my gazebo friends are doing? Some of 'em, I know, are doing just fine, but how 'bout the others? Are they getting along? hay... miss 'em much...

New Computer My dad bought a new pc and I want it! But as usual, I hafta share with my sibs, oh well... hehe... it's flat screen and it has a really compact cpu. And I'm still dreaming of having my own laptop. Goodness!! Dream on! ahaha...

Well, I guess that's about everything I can say. G'night everyone.

ala lang

2005-06-15T14:23:00.000+08:00

I decided to write my posts in taglish... ala lang... feel ko lang... hehe.... Hay, I've nothing important to say today... I've been busy... although hindi pa naman ganoon ka hectic... as of my classes, okay pa naman... hehe.... may masaya... may boring... may nakakainis.... pero all in all, okay lang.

Hay... ala na naman pasok bukas(wednesday kasi...) pero dalawang essay ang due on friday... kaya kelangan mag sipag... hay... miss ko na ang gaze peepz... :( hay.... Alabshu gaze!!! hehe... Sana wag sila magbago...

Hay... yun muna.... Night everyone!

First Day!

2005-06-09T08:35:00.000+08:00

Blockmates Met my blockmates yesterday after the freshie assembly. It was quite amazing to know that they came from all over the Philippines. I mean, a lot of them came from the province! Some came from Samar, Isabela and some other far off place. Well at least I made new friends. Totally cool. No wonder they call UP the microcosm of the Philippines. The culture is sooo diverse! I'm hyped! Hehehe...

Walking Goodness... it's sooo tiring. I like walked and walked... and walked some more to get to where I should be. I'm so gonna get real thin because of walking. They say that UPd is bigger than Vatican. No wonder I was so worn out after all that walking. No I was not lost. I just felt like walking, is all. Hehehe...

New I met a lot of new pipz yesterday. There was this girl named Ivy, she's a chem eng'g student. And then, of course, my blockmates. I don't know all of them but I can name at least a few... Raisa, Joyce, Aika, Mark Alain(yes, another CE xientian! At last!) etc etc. And of course, I met Ate Hazel, Kuya Joe and co. They handled our block and they were really nice. They're from the UP Crest org. Hmm... I wonder, should I join they're org? hmm... think think think... whatever! Maybe later, after I get used to my new life as a college student.

Well, I guess that's enough for today. I have nothing to say about today 'coz I don't have classes. Don't you just love wednesdays?! G'day y'all!

2005-06-06T13:50:00.000+08:00

I Kissed Dating Goodbye I've heard a lot of good things about this book, and now I have the chance to read it. I know the title sounds radical but I think that it's really good. I've never dated(too young for that... seems to me though that I won't be dating after all... hehe...) and I've never been in a relationship either.Bought it at national bookstore this afternoon...I haven't finished reading this yet, I'll probably be done tonight though. Here's a lil excerpt to give you guys an idea:
"Most other books on dating will tell you how to make dating work for you. This book
tells you how to make your life pleasing to God-- even if that means taking a break from
dating... Yes, I'll be honest about the problems I see in the way most people date today.
But ultimately my goal isn't to convince you to stop dating. I want to help you examine
theaspects of your life that dating touches--the way you treat others, the way you prepare
for your future mate, your personal purity--and look at what it means to bring these areas
in line with God's word." -Joshua Harris

College Wah... it's way to soon... I'm hell scared! Wah... okay panic mode.... ahehehe... nuff about this... I'm going to bed.

G'night everyone!

hairN'everything

2005-05-29T12:50:00.001+08:00

Vanity nyahaha... I'm feeling vain... hehe... the wonders of hair spa. We went to a salon yesterday and I got a hair spa treatment... ehehe... I feel great. The only thing that's popping my bubble right now is this dreadful zit on my nose... :( Argh... hehe... well, at least it's not as big as before, my facial wash is helping a lot...thanx ponds :D! Hmm... come to think of it, it's not just my zit... I also hate the fact that I'm sitting here at home doing nothing but get fat... gee.... argh... I'm getting frustrated... I hope, that someday soon( and when I say soon, I mean it!) I get thinner and taller! You know like a model or something... hehe... wah... okei.. this is way outta line... what the hell am I talkin' about? This ain't me? Oh my goodness... I'm not me? ME? Model? No freakin' hell way. Okay, 'nuff about this...

4 day Work Week I had to go to UP yesterday(I went to UP first before going to the salon) And the cashier's office was closed bcoz of this 4 day work week rule thing. Argh... I mean, why would they schedule me on a friday if they weren't open? Good thing the registrar's office was open, and I got my picture taken for the id thing... but still I hafta like go back on monday to pay. Government...tsk tsk...

Sleep I couldn't believe I slept so early yesterday, just a lil past 10 pm... quite amazing actually. I used to sleep like way past twelve or so. Sometimes, even around 2 or 3 in the mornin'...

Shoppin' I really really wanna go shoppin' this week... school starts on the 7th of june and I so have nothing to wear yet... I feel so bad 'coz I don't want my folks to spend too much money just bcoz of me... but going to college is such a big thing for me.... argh.... maybe I could just get money from my account? hmm... I wonder....

Independent I somehow feel sad, I don't want to be independent... my parents are now teaching me how to be independent. Going to UP to do this and that on my own, fix my registration and everything... although they make sure that I go with a friend. Like yesterday, coz I had no one to go with that day, they came with me to UP! yey! I've always had this fear of growing up... I don't like it when I don't have my parents with me, when it comes to stuff like this. It's okay when going out with friends to go to the mall 'coz I usually have someone to ride with when I commute and stuff... but when it comes to enrollments and things like this, I feel helpless... I know... I know... I'm such a baby right? But who the hell cares... hehehe...

Well, I've nothing more to say. So G'night to you all.

-nothingness-

2005-05-26T12:45:00.000+08:00

Boredom For the nth time inmy life... I am again, very much BORED... argh hate this... nothing again...

NBA Hahaha... I luv this game! so fun... I dunno... I like the San Antonio Spurs and the Phoenix Suns, and now.... they're fighting for the western conference... it's so cool to see my two fave teams compete against each other... You see, the SA Spurs is the best defensive team, while Phx Suns is best offensive team...so it's great... I have my own biases though, I've liked the Spurs longer than the Suns so I tend to like the Spurs better... so far, the Spurs are leading with a 2-0. This is a 7 game series... so a lot of things can happen. haha... There's only one thing I want, whoever wins, I hope that they beat the crap outta the east conference champs... haha... no offense to Miami Heat or Detroit Piston fans.... harhar.... Go Suns! Go Spurs!

I guess that's it for now.... sorry for the really late posts.... :D

stupid me

2005-05-19T13:10:00.000+08:00

Deleted Geezzzzz.... hate this... my post got deleted... so... I'm not planning to rewrite the whole thing.....

Baking Burned a part of my hand today, haha... but at least the brownies turned fine :D

Dramatics I'm feeling ugly right now! Well, I really am anyway.... I hate it when people point that out to my face. I mean, I don't mind... but it stings, sometimes... I hate it when people compare me to my sister. What's the point? I know I'm not pretty... Who the hell cares anyway... Gee.... besides why should I care about what people think... this is my life. Oh well... insecurities, not my thing, but it happens once in awhile.

Friends? Ever feel like some of your friends have completely forgotten about you? Or like they're hiding from yah? I know how you feel, I don't want they're attention... not really, I just want them to remember me at least once every so often. Am I that horrible a person? argh...
Wah... I hate this... why do I have to feel like this? I hope I find new friends in UP... I've never really found people similar to me. I don't even know why I hang with some of them.... No offense, they're great and really wonderful people, but I feel like I don't belong... no not just sometimes... most of the time... I don't understand myself...

Well that's about it... thanx for reading my blog. Nytnyt! :D

sooo happy

2005-05-17T21:55:00.000+08:00

Happy I feel really happy today, I had the chance to talk with my friend trixie(whom I have not seen or talked to for a long while, no we did not fight). The muffins I baked didn't burn. bwahaha... (and I didn't burn the house down! how happy...)

Ialsa (It stands for Ikaw ang Lahat sa Akin)Call me corny and all, I definitely think it was a funny show. And it had a great pilot episode. Nyahaha... I rarely like teleseryes except when it's really really good. I just hope it stays that way... hehe.....

Baking Wow, can't believe I can bake all by myself... hehehe... I'm starting to like it. hehe... I dunno, I like eating but not exactly cooking (Goodness, I can barely cook rice... ) but I think baking is something else... wahehe... I feel great bcoz I was afraid that I might burn our house down. And the great thing about it, was that people ate it!! And now there are no muffins left. Hmm.... I think I wanna bake choco fudge brownies tomorrow... harhar...

Hehehe... well that's it for now. Couldn't think of anything else to write. nyahahaha!!!!

FiNaLLy!

2005-05-16T13:40:00.000+08:00

BGM At last!!! wahahaha.... I've uploaded Runaway by the Corrs as my bgm (that is if you haven't noticed)!! It's soooo tiring... gee... I know the song isn't exactly...ME... but what the hell... I like the violin part!... Some parts of the lyrics can be seen in the stat bar... hahaha... I dunno, just felt like flashing it there.... hmmm... what else... I would probably change the bgm every now and then, if u wanna request a song just put it in the tagboard, I'll try to upload it if i can...hehehe... eew... I sound like a dj... Maybe in the next few weeks, I'll work on a playlist... wahaha... About the skin/ template, I won't be changing it for awhile... too much work.....

Freshie Orientation The orientation was yesterday. It was fun... I guess.... some parts were really kind of embarassing, hehehe.... but it was okay. I bumped into a few xientians. The pep squad people taught us the cheers they use on games(with matching actions! eek). Nothing much really...

Today We didn't get to go to church today coz my parents had to go to Laguna. So I've been on the comp. almost all day now... gee... I'm bored coz no one's online. I twisted my arm this morning, and the pain is still there a bit. I think it happened really early, I was still half asleep(I think...) and I guess I made a wrong turn or something... painful...i know...

College I'm getting really excited, and I really wanna go shoppin' for new clothes... hehehe... and "summer cleaning" is almost done... I can' t believe I had all that junk and old stuff. My mom asked us to clean for the comin' school year.

Well... that's about everything that happened to me the last few days.... Nytnyt everyone... :D

tALkiNg

2005-05-13T16:54:00.000+08:00

Enrollment Got enrolled 2 days ago, I bumped into some schoolmates... I hated the fact that I had to commute(altho my mom came with me)... but my dad was really busy... It was sooo tiring... I still hafta go back this Saturday for the orientation, I'm meeting some people at Mcdonalds around 7, coz orientation starts at 8... then we're meeting someone else there, just before orientation starts.

Knights in Shining Armors and Damsels in Distress: Snippets of my conversation with Aron...
aron_zei: alam mo ba?... yan palagi ang order namin...tapos ako lagi bayad... ;((
gurl_sport48: awwww....hehe
aron_zei: hehe...
gurl_sport48: malamang ikaw guy eh
aron_zei: eh... oo...pero... sinabi niya kasi eh... minsan cya naman daw...
gurl_sport48: ah
aron_zei: nahi2ya ako...
gurl_sport48: dapat lng
aron_zei: hehe...tama... buti ka pa...we share the same view... :))
gurl_sport48: di ba dapat ganun nman? well in ur case that is pro... hehe
aron_zei: oo... kasi... may nalaman ako...
gurl_sport48: kung ako sa nasa posisyon niya...hnde pa rin ako papayag na may manlibre sa akin! bwahahaha!
aron_zei: ngek!
...
aron_zei: kasi sila... KKB
gurl_sport48: oh e tpos?
aron_zei: do you know what kkb is?
aron_zei: KKB?
gurl_sport48: yes
aron_zei: kaya...wala lang...hehe... ayoko ng ganun...:D
gurl_sport48: gan2 kasi, imho, women/gurls try to be independent na. We are in modern times na, and most females, i suppose, aren't damsels in distress...kya ganun...hmmm... and sa akin naman kasi, i don't want to be beholden to ANYONE!
aron_zei: then i guess there are no more rooms for knights in shining armor...
gurl_sport48: feminist ba? xenxa hehe
aron_zei: ok lang...
gurl_sport48: o but there are...
aron_zei: where? i can only see one when i face the mirror... :D
gurl_sport48: u can still be knights in shining armors naman or prince charming, in some other ways
gurl_sport48: feel mo!
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gurl_sport48: back to our topic
aron_zei: what? *slurrppppp*
gurl_sport48: *sips ulit* Knights in Shining Armors/Prince Charming and Damsels in Distress/Princesses
aron_zei: eh?! hehe...
gurl_sport48: You said na there's no room na eh. I don't really think so...
aron_zei: ha? ano? hehe..
gurl_sport48: haii naku...kunwari pang di maalala
aron_zei: di ko talaga maalala... ano un? wala nang room? babasahin ko uli... i guess there's no more room...
gurl_sport48: bat naman?
aron_zei: cguro nga meron pa... kasi umaasa pa ako...
gurl_sport48: ngek
aron_zei: na someday... i'll save a damsel... or shall we say... damsels... in distress.../gg joke lang... hehe... pero... really... i dream of running faster than cars... i dream of running so fast... i can fly...
gurl_sport48: i just wanted to clarify naman na women are much more independent ngaun, pro i still think that most of 'em still believe of a fairytale like love story
aron_zei: oh...
gurl_sport48: kanta ba un?
aron_zei: pero... i also meant that... girls... doesn't really rely on men... fully... or... to the fullest... haba ba yan?
gurl_sport48: yeah... I guess. Pro don't u think it's so much better kung ganun? I mean at least u don't have to thru all that trouble kung simpleng bagay lng naman....
gurl_sport48: *go thru
aron_zei: men are willing to give up their very lives to the one they just to show how much they love them... though... minsan.. kulang... hehe... :)):D>:)
aron_zei: nga pala... ... to the one they... love... obviously...mali eh... hehe...
gurl_sport48: hehe... ur the guy... don't really know what's going on in ur heads.
aron_zei: hehe... ur the *girls*... don't reall know what's going on in ur *hearts*...
aron_zei: really* hehe...
gurl_sport48: i think u asked the wrong gurl, i usually don't use my heart... :)) bato ba? xenxa na ha....ewan ko ba... i juz don't like getting my emotions involved... call me icy and all... cguro ala pa lng tlga ko experience
aron_zei: no...
aron_zei: un...
aron_zei: tama ka...
gurl_sport48: hehe... what about u guyz? look before u leap o leap b4 u look?
aron_zei: hehe...
aron_zei: close ko na... ung IMV...
gurl_sport48: okie
gurl_sport48: :D
----------so on....
Our topic was really weird... hehe... oh well....

I hafta go now... gotta sleep... *yawns* G'night err... i mean G'mornin... :D

Confusion

2005-05-11T13:20:00.000+08:00

NZ or US I posted earlier that my family's planning on moving to NZ right? Well, somehow, my parents are rethinking things... my mom really wants to go to NZ, but my dad isn't soooo thrilled about it...he wants to check out the place first. Wherever they choose to migrate, I just hope that they make their decision soon, coz I really wanna get outta here. Hmm... if we're going to NZ, it would take a year or two. If we go to the US, it might take a weee bit longer but at least we have family there and some friends... hmmm....

Enrollment Tomorrow's my enrollment in UP... I hope I got the subjects I preenlisted in... gee.... I hafta like wake up real early coz I hafta be there by 8... I hope that I bump into someone I know, so that I won't feel so alone. Oh well, wish me luck...

...blinkblink...

2005-05-07T14:30:00.000+08:00

Heat It's so hot today... gee... this is why I don't like summer sometimes... getting stuck at home doing nothing but stare blankly at the wall and get the feel of the summer heat... hehehe... oh well, 'nuff whining... it ain't gonna change a thing newayz...

Chattin' I've been chattin' with some of my old buddies from school, and I got the chance to finally link 'em here. At last...

College take 2 I forgot, some of my friends aren't going to school here in the Phil., they applied for scholarships in taiwan and they got in. Yeah, I know... cool right? They've been studying mandarin the past few weeks... lucky... hmm..... I wonder if I can take a foreign language as an elective... hmm....

Yeah well... I gotta go now... Night everyone.... :D

Ermmm...

2005-05-06T14:00:00.000+08:00

Blank I have nothing interesting to say. Today is like any boring day in my life. I wake up, eat, watch tv, use the comp, eat, watch tv and so on... argh... Why is it that I want things to change yet I don't want things to change? It's so confusing.

College In just a few weeks, I will be entering college. I feel excited yet anxious. I mean, new school, no uniform, lotsa new people etc. etc. But, I feel a lil sad coz most of my friends are going to other universities or rather campuses. Most of 'em are going to UP, but not in diliman though, they're going to Manila... one's going to Los Banos... still others in PLM, DLSU and PUP... so I'm kinda scared, me...all alone... well not really... but somewhat like that... soo.... 'nuff about this.

Yeah... well that's all for now... I hafta go... :D

I quit...

2005-05-05T04:30:00.000+08:00

Voice lessons I quit, I kinda felt like it was a waste of my time. I wasn't really learning anything.
Migrating My family's planning on moving to NZ. I like the idea. I dunno when we're moving though. They say it's still far off. A year or two... I hope that days would move faster. I like my country, but I wanna get outta here. Boredom, I guess...
Webby Well, our website isn't officially up yet. But it's almost done. Thanks to our computer master jer. So I'm gonna link it here. It's a private website. So yeah...

I guess that's all for now. Sorry for not updating the last few days. :D

Hmmmp...

2005-04-28T19:26:00.000+08:00

Not coming Well, I guess I'm not coming to the fleming 2 outing. But it's okay. They won't miss me anyway. :D

Pre-enlistment I just found out that I might not get all the subjects I pre-enlisted for. Grr... And I thought I had it all planned. Geez... Oh well. Life ain't always fair...

Uneventful This is the most uneventful summer (so far...) I've ever had in my life.

I hafta go now... maybe I'll update tomorrow... I'm still looking for a background music that would match the layout... well see ya. :D

hmmm....

2005-04-25T22:06:00.000+08:00

Voice lessons Isn't it funny? Me? singing??? yeah right... well it's true.
I don't even know why I agreed to it. So now, I hafta do exercises like ma me mi mo mu... So weird...

Jaimee It's my sister's bday. She just turned 15. I love her sooo much, even though we argue a lot. Happy bday sis!

Chat I slept like a lil past three am coz I was chattin' with Ericka Nera. It's so scary, we sooo have a lot of things in common. I woke up around 10 or 11. Hahaha...

X-ray I still hafta get an xray tomorrow, it's for the up thing. I hafta sleep earlier than usual... geez.

Flem 2 We have this reunion of sorts, and we are going to Laguna on may 1. I don't know if I'm coming or not. It's an overnighter kinda thing, so I dunno if my folks would let me go. Although, they know that a lot of my friends are coming... on 2nd thought, I don't even know if I wanna come... Should I? maybe... maybe not? whatever.

I going to bed. That's it for now, I guess.

haii...life...

2005-04-24T05:20:00.001+08:00

Have you ever felt like nobody really cares about you?
Ever feel like you were always just a last option to the people around you?
Coz I definitely have! I know that it is mean of me to think /feel this way... argh...
I dunno if it's just me or what, but I've been feeling like this for awhile now...
Maybe it's just that i don't really fit in or I am just looking for people who truly want to know me.
I don't want everyone's attention, but I feel left out. I just want someone to listen.
In all honesty, I sometimes think that even if I disappeared... no one would miss me.
I even believe that no one really knows the true me. I feel like everytime I'm with them, I have a mask on.
You see, I seem to sense it... maybe I'm over-thinking things again... but I really feel alone.
Well except for God and my family that is.
Hell, my family thinks I have a wonderful life outside our house. I do... but...
They think it's perfect. They don't really see all the crap going on.
I mean, it's not a life and death situation or something like that but there are things going on.
So... whatever. Back to the feeling of being last choice, I guess I just feel this way coz most of my friends are busy with their love life. Well, we are teenagers. I have to deal with it, and get over it.
Told you I was overly-dramatic. Geez... well whatever... (yeah what a way to ruin the drama right?!)
That's all for now... :D

First Post! Nothing important...

2005-04-22T16:45:00.000+08:00

At long last! hahaha... It's about 1:30 am, and my lil bro is telling me to go to sleep... no hell way! well... I mean not yet... just until I finish writing... see I've had an account here for months but I was just too lazy to get anything started... hmmm... (I hafta thank my bro for helping me out a lot! Hey cj! If you're gonna read this, Thanx bro!)

See, I've been working on the background for a while now and all that photoshop stuff... (oh yeah... thanx to the owner of those butterfly pics i borrowed whoever you are... hahaha...) I hate the html part, that's why it took me so long. And to whomever is reading this, I'm really sorry for wasting you're precious time, if you want you can just not read at all... nothing important here newayz... hmmm.... finally, i have my own bloggy...

Well I better get to bed, I hafta go to school tomorrow... (yes i know that its summer, but i hafta meet my friends and pick up the yearbook, gradball pix, grad pix...etc etc) So... well nytnyt friends... more like good morning, but oh well! I'll try to update again tonight... yeah...

Fading Azures

Wala lang.

Summer

~bored

life goes on...

~surrender

~Ehem

COLD.... brrr.....

~huwaw! induction na!

Don't Worry

~hmm...

another sem, another challenge

~I passed!

Sembreak~

Shockz!

~black and blue

~moviemovie

matagal din...

Ok...

Daming ginawa...woosh...

Hmm...

weirdness

Weee....

Update

dahil sa sinabihan ako...

~Weeeeeeeeeeee....

God

~ehem~

~Finally~

Just got Back From Camp

~Nakakamatay~

~Hahaha...

ang buhay ko!

Huwaaaaaaaat?!

~Happy Birthday sa Chem Exam!

~ala lang~

-silence-

After 3 million years!

~wala lang...

~Lack thereof~

~bored

~Merry Christmas!

Ang Ganda!

~Miss Eng'g

syakz ang kj!

~looking back...~

~hell bored~

~tankini~

~Foodtrip, Figaro and driving~

Huwaw.

~it's been awhile...~

*nationalistic....NOT!*

Matagal na rin...

*Naubusan ng Sasabihin*

*blank map*

*ala lang*

First Day!

*hairN'everything*

-nothingness-

*stupid me*

*sooo happy*

FiNaLLy!

*tALkiNg*

*Confusion*

...*blinkblink*...

Ermmm...

I quit...

Hmmmp...

hmmm....

haii...life...

First Post! Nothing important...

nationalistic....NOT!

Naubusan ng Sasabihin

blank map

ala lang

hairN'everything

stupid me

sooo happy

tALkiNg

Confusion

...blinkblink...